Tuesday. 31th March.
Listening to: Thinking of you. By: ATC.
Event: I miss you baby.
Went back to school at 2pm in the afternoon. Meet love at foyer. Dear, Love you loads. Hmm, Went to telephone conversation room at D1-01 to do our Citibank charity work stuff. Hwee Fang, Li ping and Mark came in and join us for it. We finish our tuff till 4 plus near 5 and headed to KFC for our late lunch. After that get stuff to draw our shoes. After all the discuessing and all I sent love back home to get her brother's dinner and all. Headed home at those stuff. Hmm, I miss you my love i don't know could we spent our first month together or not but still I want to say I love you and hope to spent it with you cause I'm feeling abit disappointed. Love you baby. Kisses.
Mood: Still alright, I guess.
7:25 PM
Monday. 30th March.
Listening to: Inside of you. By: Infant Sorrow.
Event: You leave me speechless yet breathless.
You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me. You're like an angel. The things that I feel is stronger than love believe me. You're something special. I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me, but all I can do is try, every day of my life. You leave me breathless today.
Mood: Breathless.
5:50 PM
Monday. 30th March.
Listening to: A little too not over you. By: David Archuleta.
Event: I really don't know what to say from today onwards.
I'm speechless from today onwards. Shall not say anything anymore. Just keep quiet and do the things I need to do. What for say so much when nothing is going to happen. This feeling of mine which i felt from her is like I can't find any words to describe. Just need to be love and I do love you. I'm like nothing now. Seriously do feel suck. I really don't know what to say about it. I really don't know how, teach me please Tears dropping at my laptop. Inside of you the king has found has queen. Know what it means?
Mood: Speechless. Just shut up.
4:13 PM
Sunday. 29th March
Listening to: Declaration. By: David Cook.
Event: Boring little sunday.
Its such a boring day like always. Blasting songs when the sun is about to set. Such a wonderful view where you can't miss it. Wonderful songs with wonderful sunset view what more can i ask from the world. Such a beautiful and sweet moments. Love is still sleeping. Sleep tight and wake do remember to take your dinner. Loves.
Pictures tells it all.
Mood: I'm missing you.
6:58 PM
Wednesday. 25th March.
Listening to: Please Don't Leave Me. By: Pink
Event: Photos Of Our Precious BBQ Event!!
Baby Love and Me!!!
Mark and Me while I was smoking and texting Love.
Ali and Me. Acting like 'Can this satay be eaten?'
Disturbing baby love. 'This satay was badly cooked!!'
Xue Wei and Me. 'Smiles!!'
Xue Wei and Me again. 'What's with the middle finger!! Argg!! Haha.'
Yin Kiat, Me and Hafiz. 'The 3 handsome guys is rocking the town!'
Yin Kiat, Me and Hafiz. 'Ain't we guys cute?!'
Yin Kiat, Me and Hafiz. 'We are damn cute right?! Haha!'
Hafiz and Me. 'The boys are back in town!'
Yin Kiat and Me 'Ain't we look like a gay? We are not!'
Mood: Pictures tells it all!
7:40 PM
Tuesday. 24th March.
Listening to: In The End. By: Kat Deluna.
Event: BBQ Day!
Yawns! Woke up like 12pm in the afternoon. I was so damn blur that when i was on my way to grab a bottle of water to drink, i accidentally bang onto the wall. So lame can! But in the end it din have any bruise so it's ok if not that will be like Oh My God! Lolx. Shall cut the crap, Prepared myself and the stuff for the BBQ till 4.00pm this afternoon. Yawns! Brought the things down and waited for Xue Wei and Li Ping to fetch me down to the pit. Sorry for the delay in time girls, due to the heavy loads of stuff I had with me ya. Hmm, they came and fetch me like around 4.15pm? and headed down to Mark's place to fetch him down to the BBQ pit located at Pasir Ris. park We started unpacking and headed to Cheers to get our ice, ice box and charcol for the BBQ. The rest came and meet us at around 5.30pm and we started putting up fire for our BBQ feast. Muhahahaha! Hungry ok! But too bad for me cause I can't eat anything due to my ulcer! So sad right? Sniff Sniff!! After such a LONG time the fire started coming up and we started BBQing . Waited for my love to come but in the end she went the wrong side of the Pasir Ris park which is located at the end of the park! Sorry my love din let you know the place correctly. By the way thanks to Xue Wei and Li Ping for picking up love at the end of the park. Waited 45mins and love came with my precious dinner and herbal drink!! Thanks love!! I'm happy that you bought me those. I'm so damn happy!! HoHo!! While love was having a MINI PHOTOSHOOT with Xue Wei, Li Ping and Hwee Fang, I BBQed stuff for love to eat. Hope she liked it, I guess. Had Fun till the end of the day where it ended at 11pm. Had such a such a wonderful time with my GANG of dudes!! Thanks to: Xue Wei, Yin Kiat(Xue Wei's Boyfriend), Mark, Marius, Ali, Hwee Fang, Wilson, Hafiz, Li Ping and my beloved love!! Thank you guys for coming down and enjoyed yourself!! Shall host another outing like this yea? Cheers to you guys!!
Mood: I'm Happy till I can't even use any words to describe how wonderful it was. Cheers!
7:13 PM
Saturday. 21th March.
Listening to: Walking after midnight. By:Megan Joy.
Event: Boring little Saturday.
Woke up at 2pm? Doing nothing much at the moment. Boring man!! Ahh! Hmm, hearing some songs and my mouth hurts with the ulcer inside my mouth near the mouth joins. Ahhh! Painful man, hard to eat stuff. Hope it recover soon cause its damn irritating! Hmm, i started missing baby! Sigh! Want to get to see her man!! Ahh!!. So sad so sad! Love you dear.
Mood: Raindrops hits the floor. Splash*
3:45 PM
Wednesday. 18th March.
Listening to: Spanish Guitar. By: Toni Braxton.
Event: I'm simply in love with you.
Went to Tampines ITE today for my Student Seminar at 9.30am and we finish at around 12.10pm. Our group headed to Simpang Bedok for lunch. Yum Yum!! The food there is nice and enjoyed the talk and laughters we had today although the event is abit boring but nevermind great group mates yea! Took a train at 2.30pm to Bishan to find love. Had laughters while we are getting food back for love. Missing love for the whole day, can't get to see her is a painful part ok! Dear, love you loads. I'm starting to miss you again! Damn! You are like a drug to me, I'm addicted to you!! Ahh!!
Mood: Happy and I love you OK!! Haha.
4:50 PM
Tuesday. 17th March.
Listening to: Sugar. By: Flo Rida.
Event: Feelings that just POP up.
Got home not long ago like 3pm? Past 2 days were busy with sch works, so got no t much time to blog but not today. Went to school like normal at 8am and finish at 2pm. Having loads of OFC reply and email writing. Test coming this Thursday, must get 3A's that is what I'm targeting for. After school sent love home and sent myself home too. Daydreaming now, nothing much to do at the moment. Relaxing, chilling and blasting songs. There is a question that makes me wonder like this question here: "In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now, hold my hand you've nothing to fear now, i was lost and you've rescued me some how. I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me, and I've never been here before. Now I see, what love means." I truely understand now, tears just flow down my face like it has never been before.
"请你靠近, 让我 kiss your eyes, 刻下我一生的真爱, On the wedding when i kiss you twice, 确定幸福的存在, 爱到就像做了美梦, 但愿永远醒不过来, 就算梦那么短暂, 我也不会再有遗憾."
Mood: I miss you. Sorry. Sigh.
3:49 PM
Saturday. 14th March.
Listening to: Sorry. By: Chris Daughty.
Event: A old abandoned house tear down and left with nothing. Thanks.
Now that's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one to build me up and tear me down like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left, Just left me old and out of breath.
Mood: Left me nothing else when you tear me down like an old abandoned house.
8:49 PM
Saturday. 14th March.
Listening to: Please don't leave me. By: Pink
Event: Incomplete.
Woke up 1230pm this morning. Slept like 4am yesterday night? Thought of stuffs that are unspoken. Talk to my mum about it when she's back at 2.30am yesterday. How uncertain i am, how come these question is unspoken. Although my mum can't help me much but what she said is true and i agree with. "Follow my heart. Do what my heart tells don't hide stuff which make you so down like now" that is what she said before she went to watch her Hong kong series shows. Thanks mum, I appreciate it. Thanks.
Thanks mum :)
Mood: You left me incomplete.
12:48 PM
Friday. 13th March.
Listening to: First time ever i saw your face. By: David Cook.
Event: Thanks dear.
Went to school like always morning at 8am and finish at 12pm.Went J8 Mos Burger for lunch with love, Xue wei, Hwee Fang and Wilson. After the lunch all of them went home. Love and me when to Golden Village to get our tickets for "Coming soon" at 3.45pm. During this period of time love and me went town and headed to Wisma for shopping, Love bought her Facial Foam From The Body Shop and went walking here and there till 3pm we headed down to the train station to head back to Bishan J8 for our movie. The movie was so damn scary to love, She kept on jerking and cover her eyes. That was so cute of her ok!! I love seeing her that way. Being scare in a cute way. After the movie i sent love home and I headed home too. We enjoy the day with laughter's and smiles. I love this way. I really wish this could stay on and on and wish the time would just stop at that moment. It's the moment i realize something and I have never know i could feel that way. Love, stay by me and let me love you for you are the only one in my eyes. You are the apple in my eyes. I love you. Thank you so much. I am happy that i got you. Thank you and Thank god for this moment. I have found what i have been looking for and it's you. Believe me, I will never let you get hurt or unhappiness anymore. I promise. This i swear.
You're there by my side, In every way.
I know that you would not forsake me.
I give you my life, would not think twice, your love is all i need.
Believe me.
I may not say it quite as much as i should,
When i say i love you, Darling that means for good.
So open up your heart and let me in and i will love you till forever.
Until death do us apart, We'll be together.
So take my hand and hold on tight, and we'll get there.
This i swear.
Mood: Words can't describe how I am feeling now : )
5:58 PM
Thursday. 12th March.
Listening to: Because of you. By: Ne-yo
Event: I do love you.
I do love you. I do.
Mood: "Nothing to say"
7:12 PM
Thursday. 12th March.
Listening to: Please don't leave me. By: Pink.
Event: A Question Why.
Tears. How much does a tear weight? It weights nothing at all. Tears evaporates once it touches my face. Meanings hidden in the tears is a unspoken question to me and you. Pain? Tears? Unhappiness? Fake Smiles? Acting? This is what i have being experiencing. Question left unspoken. No matter how much i may say, No matter how much words I'm saying It can't explain how important somethings are to me. I have become so obnoxious.
As long I'm living
I'll be waiting.
As long as I'm breathing
I'll be there.
Whenever you call me
I'll be waiting.
Whenever you need me
I'll be there.
Mood: Words can't explain it all.
6:38 PM
Thursday. 12th March.
Listening to: Unbelievable. By: Craig David.
Event: I'm Wondering Why.
That morning whisper
A gentle kiss
A suspended moment
Of perfect bliss
That precious feeling
As eyes first meet
Bodies entwined
In sleepy heat
Fingers touching
Breath as one
Hearts in rhythm
We greet the sun
Content, in truth
Just to be
Simply enjoying
You and me.
Do i deserve such treatment from you. I don't think so. Sigh.
Mood: It's so unbelievable.
6:03 PM
Thursday. 12th Mrach.
Listening to: First time ever i saw your face. By: David Cook.
Event: What a day.
Went school at 11.30am, because I'm having a meeting for my up coming event "Hip Pop dancing" competition on 14th April. After all the meeting and all went to class for our lessons and test. Overall i think it's ok. Went walking around J8 with Wilson, Hwee Fang and Xue Wei. They had ice-cream and fries. Din have the mood to eat. Sorry.
When i ask you where will you be going tomorrow means something. But i get an obvious answer from you. 'I think I'm heading home, lazy to go out.' i know what that means. So i don't even need to ask you whether would you want to go out with me for lunch and catch a movie. Just want to have a day with you. Reason is because you could only go out on Friday and i ok with it but you gave an obvious answer so yea.
First time i saw you face. You are my addiction.
Mood: Speechless.
5:39 PM
Wednesday. 11th March.
Listening to: First time i saw your face. By: David Cook.
Event: I LOVE YOU!!
MARLENE FAN!!!
I LOVE YOU LOADS!!!
AH!!!
Mood: I love her!! Miss her loads!!
8:13 PM
Wednesday. 11th March.
Listening to: I don't want to miss a thing. By: David Cook.
Event: Hmmm..
ALL I REALLY NEED IS YOU!!!
STAY RIGHT BESIDE ME!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!
Mood: I'm hyper and I love her!!
5:53 PM
Tuesday. 10th March.
Listening To: Tell Laura I love Her. By: Ray Peterson.
Event: Unbreak My heart.
SIGH. YOU UNBREAK MY HEART!. I LOVE YOU NAH! SIGH.
Tears falling like how to sky always cry for me.
Mood: You unbreak my heart! Sniff! Love you.
6:55 PM
Tuesday. 10th March.
Listening by: One Word. By: Elliott Yamin.
Event: Not Too Sure.
I'm not too sure about some stuff. Maybe I'm sure about what's coming into me. Some things that kept me so uncertain. I want to know. When? Let me know. Sigh. Oh well can't be helped.
Mood: One Word-Amazing.
6:44 PM
Tuesday. 10th March.
Listening to: I Don't Want To Miss A Thing. By: David Cook.
Event: Thoughts that i have being going through.
Still I couldn't find, Someone half as right as you. And each time I stop to think, What it is I really need. Heres what I conclude, All I really need is you.
Just say what you want to say, You don't have a chance in the world. Can I, knowing how I've tried. Still come close to losing you, girl. Have I spent so many nights, Trying but in vain to tell you. Don't you know it's true,All I really need is you.
Mood: Don't you know it's true,All I really need is you.
5:31 PM
Tuesday. 10th March.
Listening to: Breathless.
Event: Such a boring day. Ain't that funny.
Sorry for not blogging for such a long time due to school works and many more reasons. Sorry. Went to school as per normal. Surprisingly both my teachers din come today and ended our lessons at 10am. Its so damn early, went to J8 to have our breakfast. After all of our breakfast and all we went to Ang Mo Kio for our movies and let Xue Wei to have her lunch at the McDonald nearby. After all the chilling and slacking we had we went back home as per normal. Did nothing much for the whole day. Oh well, live are such and i got to life with it. Sigh. Peaceful moments when I'm alone, time flies, clock ticks, clouds move by, wind blowing through you as time goes by. Peaceful times are hard to find, Enjoying the moment now. I'm sorry to say that multiple thoughts came in my mind and i have to figure it out now. Shall update more soon. I guess.
Mood: My mood? I don't even know how am i feeling right now. 'Just So You Know.'
4:55 PM
Mark and Me while I was smoking and texting Love.
Ali and Me. Acting like 'Can this satay be eaten?' 
Disturbing baby love. 'This satay was badly cooked!!'
Xue Wei and Me. 'Smiles!!'
Xue Wei and Me again. 'What's with the middle finger!! Argg!! Haha.'
Yin Kiat, Me and Hafiz. 'The 3 handsome guys is rocking the town!'
Yin Kiat, Me and Hafiz. 'Ain't we guys cute?!'
Yin Kiat, Me and Hafiz. 'We are damn cute right?! Haha!'
Hafiz and Me. 'The boys are back in town!'
Yin Kiat and Me 'Ain't we look like a gay? We are not!'
