Thursday. 30th October.
Listening to: I don't care. By: Fall Out Boys.
Event: Boring day being at home.
Boring day doing nothing at home. Just rotting, theres nothing i could do at home and nowhere to go too. Haha. Just blasting music at home. Ahhh! Miss you baby. Hugs and kisses. Love ya. Take care of yourself don't be so sick ya. I'm worried ya.
Mood: Boring Boring!
5:14 PM
Wednesday. 29th October.
Listening to: Breathless. By: Shayne ward.
Event: Fixing dinner for her today.
Woke up around 12.30pm to get ready to meet baby at her school area. So woke up get my clothes ironed and get a quick bathe and headed to baby's school. But in the end met baby at Outram station because baby finish school earlier today. Haha. Went back to Serangoon after that and get stuff to prepare dinner for baby. What we had dinner was Golden mushroom with black paper sauce, Curry chicken and potatoes, Fried egg, Sotong balls and a bowl of soup. Haha. Nice Nice ok! Yum Yum!. Had a great and romantic time with baby. Hope every single day this will happen and that will be damn good. Haha. Sent baby home at 10.30pm and thats the day we had. Although it is just a simple day but we enjoyed ourself happily ya. Thats about it for today. Shall update more tomorrow. Nights guys and nights baby. Love ya. Kisses.
Mood: Happy and Enjoyable.
10:54 PM
Tuesday. 28th October.
Listening to: Littlest Things. By: Lily Allen.
Event: Fetch her from school.
Woke up around 12pm in the afternoon and slacked till 3pm where i started to get myself ready to fetch my cute little baby after school. Haha. So took a train all the way to Outram park station and changed train to Dover. Met baby outside her school and headed back to Bedok to get some stuff. After getting all the stuff that we need and the fun we had at the supermarket, we headed back to her home area to get some bbq chicken wings. Wooo! Nice Nice! Sent baby back home and get myself back home to enjoy my precious chicken wings. Haha! But there's something that i need to say is.......................................
I LOVE YOU BABY! You are the BEST! Hugs and Kisses!. Thats all for today! Bye! : ]
Mood: Relaxed and Enjoyable!
9:12 PM
Tuesday. 28th October.
Listening to: What's Left Of Me. By: Nick Lachey.
Event: I miss you in the middle of the night.
Nothing in the world makes me laugh while you do baby.
Mood: I miss you my love. Loves.
2:40 AM
Monday. 27th October.
Listening by: Always be my back. By: David Cook.
Event: Went out with baby today.
Woke up at around 12.30pm? Haha. Can't really remember. Msn with baby after that when to get myself prepared to go over her place to find her. So.... Rush Rush Rush!!Met her at around 2.40pm and headed to town for her shopping spreed! Haha! Went Zara that is next to wheelock place to get a top . When we are about to leave, the sky started to rain! Oh My Fucking God! Ahhh!! Got to head back in and get an umbrella that cost $30 from Zara. Fuck man! But never mind as long as baby don't go under the rain that will do. Walked all the way to Wisma Atria to walk around before heading down to Bishan for our dinner with my dad and step mum. The food that we had at the Chinese restaurant next to Swensen was so damn nice but theres one thing, they serve too fast! zZz! After all that eating, talking and jokes we went walking around Bishan to shop more of her clothes and a pair of shoes. Went Esprit to get a top and another top at a shop which i forgotten what name is it. Oh well, Haha! And lastly before heading back to my house for our romantic time together she got a pair of shoes at Charles and Keith. Bring her for a shopping spreed was worth it cause she's happy I'm happy. Baby, i love you. Hope you enjoyed your day today. Love ya loads baby! Shall update more tomorrow. Nights guys!
Mood: Happy Happy! Love you Baby love!
11:48 PM
Sunday. 26th October.
Listening to: Shake your pom pom. By: Missy Elliot.
Event: I miss her!
Woke up around 2.30pm. First thing i woke up i got this feeling of hugging her. Ahh! I miss you baby. She's busy studying her law so yup, Shall not disturb her much let her concentrate. Baby, study hard ya. Jiayou, you have my support! Gambate! Baby, remember i miss you loads! Hahaha!
I want to shout it out in a silent crowd,
I want to move you in a million ways,
I said to you everyday but did I ever tell you I love you that way.
Mood: Happy Happy!
4:10 PM
Saturday. 25th October.
Listening to: It's all about you. Mcfly.
Event: I'm back with her!!
Yay!! I'm finally back with her. I got to be the perfect boyfriend from now on. Baby, i love you! Yay! Went movies at cine and have dinner at Kou Fu. We watched ' High School Musical 3 ' It was a damn funny movie and we laugh till like theres no tomorrow. Haha. Enjoyed loads with baby and chilled at her house area for awhile with talks and funny faces. Love it! Baby, thanks for being back i will love you loads and be by your side every now and then. Baby you are the greatest. Love you. Shall update more tomorrow. Love you baby! Nights!
Mood: Too high to be asleep. ^.^V
2:11 AM
Friday. 24th October.
Listening to: Sorry. Buck Cherry.
Event: I miss you loads.
I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU! I NEED YOU! DIN GET TO SEE YOU THAT LONG. PLEASE, PLEASE BE BACK WITH ME!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!
Mood: I miss and love you.
11:01 PM
Friday. 24th October.
Listening to: Because of you. By: Ne Yo.
Event: Before i head to bed.
Another night that i can't fall asleep. Sigh. She need time, I'm going to give her time. I know that my heart will let her know that I'm changed and I'm the only one who loves her. I know that you'll be back girl. No matter what i will not let you face this world alone because you have me. I'm going to be there for you. Love you.
Nobody in the world makes me laugh while you do.
It's all about you.
Mood: Sorry.
3:10 AM
Thursday. 23rd October.
Listening to: I'll Be Waiting. By: Lenny Kravitz.
Event: Went out with her today.
Woke up 3 plus in the afternoon and saw her sms. She asked me whether do i want to meet her for movies after her school? I was like ' ok! Sure no problem '. Met her at Plaza Singapura at 5.30pm. Went up to the ticket boot and bought ourself ' Tropic Thunder ' movie tickets at 7pm. Went walking around Plaza Singapura while waiting for the time to past. The movie was good and was funny too. Went for a smoke break after the movies chatted how much i want her back in my life. While we were chatting about this, I came across to know that she had a boyfriend not long ago and broke up just last week. I was like ' Huh! You had a boyfriend? '. I was like shock and depress because of the way he treated her. Its my fault if its not because of the way i treated her last time things won't be in such way. I'm sorry, it's all my fault. Sorry. But i want you to know that i love you. I do. I'm a changed person now not the one you use to know. I'm a person who just simply want to love you, care for you, be there for you, show you concern and take care of you. Let me be your love ones once again and you will never ever regret about it. I love you Joreen.
You'll always be a part of me,
I'm a part of you indefinitely,
Girl don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on,
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're never gonna shake me,
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby.
Mood: I just want to love you. As simple as A, B, C.
12:42 AM
Thursday. 23rd October.
Listening to: Starlight. By: Muse.
Event: Can't fall asleep.
When i get to bed my eyes just can't close. For some reason it just don't. Joreen ah Joreen, I just hope that you are not too far away where i can't reach. Nobody in the world makes me laugh while you do. I just want to be with you. I won't fail you anymore. No i won't. I love you. Please be with me. I just want to tell you this.
Hold you in my arms, I just wanted to hold you in my arms.
I'll never let you go, if you promise not to fade away. It's all about you.
Mood: Feel like looking at some pictures that meant so much to me.
2:17 AM
Wednesday. 22nd October.
Listening to: No promises. By: Shayne Ward.
Even: The day.
Woke up about 12.30pm in the afternoon, Was crawling out of my bed to get ready to meey Joreen for her hair extension. Haha. Met her at around 3.45pm i guess? Sorry for bring late! Stupid bus! Argg! Went around finding a shop for her hair extension. Lol. In the end found a shop at the first level. She choose 100 curled strands and there started the hair extension. While i was waiting for her to finish, a china bitch came in and make a big fuss about she rushing to go off and wanted to finish her extensions. What a bitch, wanted to stop my darling Joreen from doing and start hers. What The Fuck! But in the end too bad she can't because " First come first serve! " Haha. But something shocking happened 100 strands was not enough and was asked to put another 60! It cost about $160? Oh man! Broke! But who cares? I don't! Shall be broke then! Haha! Because all i wanted was Joreen to be happy and i wanted to see that sweet little smile of hers. When she started smiling my eyes can't stop looking at her because all i hope for is that smile of hers, that is all it matters! The extension finish about near 6? Went dinner at Shaw House, we had pepper lunch. Thanks Joreen for the treat! Thank you! We had laughters through out the whole window shopping after dinner. The feeling was so damn nice as you know, laughters, jokes, disturbance. I'm so happy today. Thanks Joreen for such a wonderful day. Thanks. Ok, that shall be it for today. Nights to you Joreen. Sweet dreams.
I wanted to hold your hands and hug you like how we use to. I miss you.
Mood: Happy Happy. Happy little boy!
10:15 PM
Tuesday. 21st October.
Listening to: Always be my baby. By: David Cook.
Event: Funny day.
Woke up 10am in the morning. Damn tired but still got to wake up. Haha. Got to go camp for my O.R.D checkup and sms Joreen. While smsing her and talk to her on the phone i get myself ready for camp, got to reach camp by 2.30pm. Damn! So damn early. Lol! Guess what, The first thing i reached camp was finding my officer and have some chit chat with him. Went medical center after that. Guess what? The medical officer was not in camp and i can't have my checkup today. W.T.F! Waste my time going down. Ass! Hmm, slack at camp till my best friend Jon finish camp. Talked on the phone with Joreen while I'm on my way home. Thanks Joreen. And And! Tomorrow will be the day I'm bringing her for her hair extension. I'm thinking that she's excited or what. Haha. Oh well. Got to turn in early now if not i can't get up early to fetch her from school for that. That's all for today. Nights! Goodnight Joreen. : ]
Mood: Can't wait for tomorrow to come! Wees!
8:44 PM
Monday. 20th October.
Listening to: 忘不了. By: 施文斌
Event: Dreaming about her.
I miss her too much that's why i say I'm dreaming of her. How i wish i could see her right at my face right now. Hugs that i wish i could give, a kiss on the forehead that i always did and hold her hands like i always hold. I miss you Joreen. I love you. Even though you don't reply me just now, it's ok and i understand because it always happens so ya. Have a great night sleep. I miss you. Hugs.
Mood: Heart and soul floated away.
1:44 AM
Sunday. 19th October.
Listening to: When i grow up. By: Pussycat Dolls.
Event: Goodnight to you and I miss you.
I miss Joreen so much. Its Monday morning now at 3am and i can't fall a sleep. I miss her too much thats why i started blogging now. Hope that she would be able to do well in school tomorrow for her school event. The course she's having is not easy, but i know she will excel with flying colours. I know you will, i have faith in you. Always. Going to bring her for her hair extension this coming Wednesday. Hope she will like it ya. So ya, I miss you Joreen. That's all i got to say. Grab a smoke now. Night to you Joreen. Hugs. Shall update tomorrow.
Mood: I miss ya. Kisses with love.
3:04 AM
Sunday. 19
th October.
Listening to: Wait For You. By: Elliott
Yamin.
Event: What happen yesterday night.
Just woke up at 3.40pm. Head still spinning, having a slight headache. Yesterday night waited for her to sms me back from the time 9.12pm(Saturday) when she ask me ' How was yesterday drink session till? ' till 5.10am(Sunday). I know it myself that once she's having fun she wont reply, so ya i guess i was right after all. As long as you are fine and nothing happens to you then all these long waiting hours is worth it. That's all i could do. sorry.
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you.
Mood: Head spinning.
4:04 PM
Saturday. 18th October.
Listening to: Next plane home. By: Daniel Powter.
Event: Boring day.
Its so boring being at home today. Sigh. Went Chinatown yesterday to find her after that headed down to ' The central ' to walk around in the end she bought herself a new pair of dress cost about 60plus. Sat at Starbucks while waiting for Felix to come. When Felix came we headed down to boat quay to meet another friend of mine at boat quay. After that we went to Liquid to have our drinks and Joreen left about 1 plus, its so sad that she left. I told her what i wanted too and ya, the answer is till the same. Its ok i understand but i will let you realize that i did change for good not only for now but forever. I miss you Joreen. I really want to hug you like how i did yesterday, I really miss those hugs. I'm sorry.
I miss you. I love you.
Mood: Not feeling alright, having gastric.
11:39 PM
Friday. 17th October.
Listening to: Did i ever tell you. By: Nick Lachey.
Event: I met her today.
I told her how i felt but the answer till the same. I'm waiting for her to know that I'm changed. I really do. I love her loads. I do.
It’s been too long
I want to sit down and write for you a perfect love song
I want to shout it out in a silent crowd
I want to move you in a million ways
I said to you everyday but did I ever tell you I love you that way
I love you. I do.
Mood: I miss her and i love her.
5:48 AM
Thursday. 16th October.
Listening to: Gotta Be Somebody. By: Nickelback.
Event: I miss you.
Joreen, i miss you loads since after yesterday. I miss you so.
Mood: I miss you so so much. Ahhh!
11:27 PM
Wednesday. 15th October.
Listening to: Bleeding Love. By: Leona Lewis.
Event: After meeting her.
Went home about 10 plus i guess. Meet her at 2 plus in the afternoon at plaza singapura and we bought tickets for the movie ' House Bunny ' at 4.50pm before that we went to the arcade to have my lost game and after that we had our basketball game. Its so damn funny ok? We like challenging each other so funny. Haha. We went window shopping around plaza singapura and searching for her notebook too. After all the walking and shopping, we went to get our snacks and went to the 7-11 to have a smoke and meet Jon and Cheryl as they wanted to watch the movie also, so we headed to the cinema together. We went dinner at Thai Express for dinner at Hereen. After having such a wonderful dinner we went to a cafe and chatted like there's no tomorrow about her school stuff and things regarding about us. It was a nice talk we had and I'm so into it. So around 9 plus 10, we headed home after a whole day of fun. I hope she had fun yea? Hmm, as about the surprise i din get the chance to do it because she finish school early and din have the time to search for the white rose. Damn, never mind there's always the next time yea? Haha. Ok, shall continue tomorrow. Got to go to bed. Damn tired so yup. Nights guys. Bye!
Mood: Feeling great. : ]
P/s: Thanks Joreen Xiao long nu for such a wonderful day. Thanks.
11:45 PM
Tuesday. 14th October.
Listening to: It's all about you. By: Mcfly.
Event: Tomorrow is another big day.
Yay! Tomorrow i finally get to see Joreen again. I'm so happy man! Ha. Hmm, I'm going to pick her up from school which she don't even know and maybe getting a white rose for her if I'm able to fine one if that is. Muhaha! It's a surprise from me and I'm going to keep it. Opps! I say it out here. Haha. Nevermind. Maybe having movies together before dinner. Hope everything turns out right as Movies and follow up by a simple and romantic dinner i guess. May god bless me! Shall continue tomorrow. Got to turn in now if not i can wake up! Nights.
Did I ever tell you I’m better to have known you?
I don’t want to leave you with the shadow of a doubt
Did I ever give you the strength you’ve given me?
And how can I begin to make each moment mean the most so you will see
I never loved you more then I do today
Sometimes life just seems to get in the way.
Mood: Happy. : ]
12:50 AM
Monday. 13 October.
Listening to: Did I Ever Tell You. By: Nick Lachey.
Event: For a very long time.
Long time since i post. This is what i have to say for today:
Never be afraid to fall in love. it may hurt
alot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you
don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry
even more for not giving love a chance...Mood: I miss you.
I love you so.
6:57 PM
Wednesday. 8th October.
Listening to: Sandy. By
: John Travolta.
Event: I met her today for a simple dinner.
Today was the day that I'm having dinner with Joreen. I bought a rose while I'm on my way to her house area to pick her up. Seriously I'm really very shy to hold the rose around because this is the first time I'm getting a rose for somebody and now I'm giving it to her. So damn shy. But in the end i hold my guts and brought all the way straight to her house and pass it to her. Phew! But hope she was happy upon receiving the rose, because it's the first time I'm getting her a rose you see, So ya. We headed down to Cineleisure to have our dinner at Chicago steakhouse. The food is no as fantastic as last time but we enjoy eating still. Hmm, after that went to Diva to get her colourful rings and her necklace. After all that we slacked awhile and she said she wanted to meet her friends already so i sent her all the way to paragon taxi stand and waited for a taxi together with her. When she went off i wanted to say: 'Joreen, thanks for today than i could have a simple dinner like this with you. Hope i could always have this chance too. And i do really do miss you.' When we are slacking you asked me what am i thinking? I was wondering should i say 'I love you' at that time? When i want to say it, i can't open my mouth to say it because i don't know what kind of response you going to have. So i keep my mouth shut till now in this blog i say: 'Joreen, I love you. I really do and I'm sorry.' I really love you. I do. I shall continue tomorrow because i kept on crying while I'm typing. Byes and thats all for today.
Mood: Not feeling right in the heart. Pain in gastric.
I miss you so.
10:27 PM
Wednesday. 8th October.
Listening to: I'll Be Waiting. By: Lenny Kravitz.
Event: Finally meeting her later on!
Finally i get to have a peaceful and a enjoyable dinner with her(Joreen). Meeting her later on at her house area at 5plus, but i got to be there early because i don't want her to wait anymore so yup!. Be there early! Haha. Can't wait man. W00ts. Got to turn in now if not i can't wake up on time to get her something. Ha. It's my surprise for tomorrow and hope everything turns out well. Got to think where for dinner while I'm sleeping. Haha. Nights! Wee!
Mood: I'm happy.
I will always long for your kiss again.
1:59 AM
Tuesday. 7th October.
Listening to: How Do I Breathe. By: Mario
Event: How do i breathe without you being here.
Since yesterday i saw her(Joreen) i keep on missing her. Its like feeling so different being here because i was so used to being next to her. Eveywhere i try to go, i keep thinking of you. You are not the one to be blame at all. When I'm the one who pushed you away. Yes, i made a mistake. I thought that you would be mine, guess the joke was on me. I miss you so bad that i can't sleep. I wish i knew where you could be, and i could be there for you. When your love brought me to the light.
Mood: I'm dreaming about you.
7:39 PM
Tuesday. 7th October.
Listening to: Breathless. By: Shayne ward.
Even: I met her today! Happy man!
It was 9plus while i was msning with her(Joreen), she told me that Denny bastard her because he suppose to meet her but in the end she called him, he don't want to pick up and when he does, he said that he must wait for her girlfriend to fall asleep then can. what the fuck sio! Lame excuse. But never mind, because she also ask me whether am i hungry or not so i grab this chance to say ' Yup, I'm still feeling hungry after dinner.' Haha. Just trying to ask her out by saying that. Hope she don't blame me. Hmm, Felt great when i had this chance to meet her again. I'm so damn happy. Seriously i was about to be in tears, because i really missed her so much and today 7th October this date i finally get to see her since we broke up. Had Satay with her and sugar cane drinks. We chatted for a very long period of time till 1.30am i sent her home. The feeling was great and hope for many more to come and of course my wish will come true. And lastly having a whole day with her this coming Thursday. W00ts! Happy! Ok, shall end here today. Wee!
Mood: Happy man of the day!
2:05 AM
Monday. 6th October.
Listening to: Meet you there someday. By: Augustana.
Event: I miss her loads.
Woke up around 5plus. Once i woke up the first thing that came through my mind was her. I miss her so much, wanna get a great look at her and how she's doing. I miss you girl. Even though I'm your friend now but i do care and love you ya. I missed you.
Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer
you stay the harder it is to leave and you can
never go without leaving your prints behind. Don't
love a person like a flower, because a flower dies
in season.
Love them like a river because a river
flows forever...
Mood: Just missing her.
This picture below means alot to me.
I miss you girl. And i love you. I do.
7:10 PM
Saturday. 4th October.
Listening to: I Knew I Loved You. By: Savage Garden.
Event: Another prawning day!
Woke up 6pm in the evening. Did not have much sleep due to my gastric problem. Went to Tan Tock Seng yesterday midnight. Had a jab and was feeling better after that. Thanks to Steven that brought me there. Thanks Steven. Hmm, shall continue about the prawning stuff. Went to Sim ming ave to find Felix, Cheryl, Jon, Jun Ye, Spencer, Ning and the rest for prawning. The catch of the day was fine and had quite alot of fun for them not for me because of certain reasons. Nevermind, shall skip the reasons why. Hmm, After prawning, Felix, Ning and me went to had our prata supper at serangoon garden. After prata supper went for a drink nearby. We had hoegaarden for the day. Thanks Felix, I will remember what you told me yesterday night while we are on msn. I will try to achieve it ya?. I will do my best. No worries. Thanks again yea.
Mood: Feeling pain in gastric. But enjoyed abit, I guess.
The pictures below shows the event of the day! Enjoy!
Haha. Felix and me acting cute while we are prawning. Lol!
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This is the hoegaarden Beer we had!.jpg)
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This is so gay! Fuck! He force me too!! Argg.
11:17 PM
Saturday. 4th October.
Listening to: No One Can Stop Us. By: Donkey Rollers.
Event: This picture says it all. I love you.
I love you. 08/03/15. You leave me with my heart around yours. You left me crying deep down in a corner of my room. Waiting for your love to be there shining brightly. I want to be back with you.
5:33 PM
Thursday. 2nd October.
Listening to: Santa Monica. By: Savage Garden.
Event: Can't sleep after coming back from town.
Came back at around 2 plus in the morning. Its friday now. Early in the morning and i started crying by looking at her pictures with the song 'Santa Monica'. Cried like nobody's business. I misses her and I truly love her. I maybe an idiot to everybody. I don't care because i cant hide my feelings anymore. I can't take it anymore, i reached my limits. I would seriously tell her ' Would you let me love you again? I know i did some wrong doings which you don't like in the past. But I'm a changed person now. I really wish i could love you once more, care for you once more, be there for you once more, pamper you once more and look after you for once more.' But i don't have the chance to say all that to her. Because i know she will never ever meet me again. I would really want to say a deeply sorry from the bottom of my heart. I'm really sorry.
Mood: Unbelievable. Words can't explain how am i feeling right now. Just want to say ' I'm sorry.'
4:17 AM
Thursday. 2nd September.
Listening to: Last Night. By: P. Diddy Feat Keyshia Cole
Event: This is the picture where we went to coffee bean today after town.
These are the pictures. Enjoy. : )
I'm being cute and looking at the cherry.
This is the black forest drink.
This is my 6years buddy. Miss Cheryl.
This cake is called 'Chocolate Of A Thousand Leaves.
This is Mr Jon. Ain't he cute?
I'm trying to kiss him!!
This is Mr Jon and Miss cheryl ain't they sweet.
Oh my god! He's a nerd now!!
Oh my god! Not again!. Shit! Lol.
This is me with an ending! Bye with a smile!
3:30 AM
Thursday. 2nd October.
Listening to: Icebox. By: Omarion
Event: Woke Up And Awaiting For...
Yawns!, Woke up not long ago. There's a happy thing that happen to me. Guess what? She (Joreen) finally sms me back after so long. Really feel damn happy about it. I really miss Joreen too much, but at least a sms could relieve my sadness for these few days. Thanks Joreen. Thanks. Heading down to town later on with Jon and Cheryl if im not wrong that will be us heading down for today. Shall update later on when i'm back. Byes.
Mood: Happy for today. : )
5:56 PM
Wednesday. 1st October.
Listening to: Starlight. By: Muse.
Event: Came Back From Ang Mo Kio.
Yawns! Still tired even though i had 10hours of sleep. Hmm, but still woke up and waited for Felix to come over my house to fix my p.c. Ha. How good of him to bought those stuff that i needed from Sim Lim. Thanks Felix for all that trouble. Finish fixing around 7.50pm and there came Cheryl and Jon outside my house, waiting for me and Felix to get our ass of my house. Lol. So we headed to Ang Mo Kio hub for our movie 'Connected' but before that went to my dad's place to help my stepmum to sync her Ipod touch '32G'. Damn! I one too!. The movie was nice and funny too. So yea, after movies when for a short supper and headed home. My day is still alright but there's a different story of being happy if her(Joreen) is around. Can't pray for her to be there but i wish and day dream that she was right there with me. I miss you and I love you. Nights. Shall end here for today.
Mood: Happy and Misses of her.
2:34 AM
Tuesday. 30th September.
Listening to: I don't care. By: Fall out boys.
Event: Back From Double O.
Back from Double O. Feeling so down now. Din enjoy myself at all cause i kept on missing her the whole day. I really would tell her could you really sms me and meet me up for dinner? I really would want to get close to her again. I really would want to be with her again. I really do love her. God, do you know i truely love, need, care for her. I need your blessing my dear god! Ahhhh! Joreen, i'm missing you and lost because of you evey single day if you're reading this. I do love you. I do. Shall carry on tomorrow. Not feeling right. Nights.
Mood: Missing you.
4:31 AM
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This is the black forest drink.
This is my 6years buddy. Miss Cheryl.
This cake is called 'Chocolate Of A Thousand Leaves.
This is Mr Jon. Ain't he cute?
I'm trying to kiss him!!
This is Mr Jon and Miss cheryl ain't they sweet.
Oh my god! He's a nerd now!!
Oh my god! Not again!. Shit! Lol.
This is me with an ending! Bye with a smile!
