08 October 2008

Today was the day that I'm having dinner with Joreen. I bought a rose while I'm on my way to her house area to pick her up. Seriously I'm really very shy to hold the rose around because this is the first time I'm getting a rose for somebody and now I'm giving it to her. So damn shy. But in the end i hold my guts and brought all the way straight to her house and pass it to her. Phew! But hope she was happy upon receiving the rose, because it's the first time I'm getting her a rose you see, So ya. We headed down to Cineleisure to have our dinner at Chicago steakhouse. The food is no as fantastic as last time but we enjoy eating still. Hmm, after that went to Diva to get her colourful rings and her necklace. After all that we slacked awhile and she said she wanted to meet her friends already so i sent her all the way to paragon taxi stand and waited for a taxi together with her. When she went off i wanted to say: 'Joreen, thanks for today than i could have a simple dinner like this with you. Hope i could always have this chance too. And i do really do miss you.' When we are slacking you asked me what am i thinking? I was wondering should i say 'I love you' at that time? When i want to say it, i can't open my mouth to say it because i don't know what kind of response you going to have. So i keep my mouth shut till now in this blog i say: 'Joreen, I love you. I really do and I'm sorry.' I really love you. I do. I shall continue tomorrow because i kept on crying while I'm typing. Byes and thats all for today.

10:27 PM