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im BACK!!

2009-06-11T22:42:00.003+08:00

Thursday. 11th June 2009

Listening to: Poker Face. By: Lady GaGa

Event: I'm Back!!

Haha. Since a long time i start blogging because due to exams and all. Haha. But i'm back now. Had an busy week and exams is finally over!! Haha. Hoping to get a GPA of 4 which i hope i would been doing well since then. Ok, shall stop the exam shit. Have been slacking since the holiday start, having drinking session next friday. Thinking of peeps to call and join me and my best dude "JON" haha. Hmm, thats about it for now. Shall do more updates in this coming days. Cheers to all of you. Happy go luck days guys!

Mood: Feeling good. Poke poke my face lar! Lol.

I love you my love.

2009-04-27T18:49:00.003+08:00

Monday. 27th April.

Listening to: If I Can't Have You. By: Adam Lambert.

Event: I love you my love.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

Today, have a quite lousy day until school ends. That's when I'm starting to be happy. Bought food back with love to her house and slack at her house till 6 and headed home. My love, love you loads. I miss you! Want to smell you, cause your smell is so addictive and i love it. Hehe. Dear, I LOVE YOU!

Mood: I love you my love!!

My love for you my dear.

2009-04-21T19:32:00.003+08:00

Tuesday. 21th April.

Listening to: Close. By:Nasir.

Event: My love for you my dear.

My dear i love you simply a lot. I miss you badly, I need you badly, I want you badly. You are my everything which no words could explain how much you meant to me. Just this simple 3 words that i wanted to say to you, although it maybe simple to you but to me it meant everything "I love you". My love, I'm always by your side, if there's anything please let me know, I don't wish to see your tears roll down your face ever again. I'm there for you to rely on, I'm a man that always be there for you. I miss you my love and I love you. Kisses.

How sweet it is to be love by you.
I want to stop and thank you baby,
With sweet love and devotion deeply touching my emotions.

Mood: I love you my dear. I really do.

Jiamin's Birthday

2009-04-20T23:44:00.002+08:00

Saturday. 18th April

Listening to: Mad World. By: Adam Lambert

Event: Jiamin's Birthday.

Picture tells it all. Happy birthday to Jiamin.

I'm sorry.

2009-04-17T17:31:00.002+08:00

Friday. 17th April.

Listening to: I Can't Make You Love Me. By: Allison Iraheta.

Event: I'm sorry.

My dear, I'm sorry that i made you drop your phone because of chasing after me before i board the cab by telling me that you are not having music class later. I appreciate that my dear. I love you loads. Dear, remember I'm always there for you and to love you my dear. I do.

Mood: Feeling bad

Yay!! Shes Back!!

2009-04-12T20:20:00.002+08:00

Sunday. 12th April.

Listening to: Calling you. By: Kat Deluna.

Event: Yay!! She's Back!!

My beloved baby love sms while i was at Bugis with wilson to shop for his bag. Baby, glad that you are back. Days without you was like hell, feeling so down and all. I can't even eat much. But I'm glad that you are back. I love and miss you loads my dear. Totally!! Ahh!! I'm happy that you are back!! Love you babe!

Mood: I'm so happy can!!

Happy Happy!

2009-04-08T19:20:00.004+08:00

Wednesday. 8th April.

Listening to: Calling You. By: Kat Deluna.

Event: Happy Happy!

I love baby love. Spent so much happy times today. Watched Confession Of a Shopaholic, Its a nice show man! Guys and ladies you must go catch that show its damn nice! Haha. Had lunch with Li Ping, Mark, Baby love and Me at Plaza Singapura. Hmm, After that headed back to baby's love house cause got to sent her home . Love you my love. Hugs and kisses. I miss you after tomorrow onwards cause you won't be in town. Have to takecare of yourself ya. I will definitely miss you my love. Loves.

Mood: I'm happy like there's no tomorrow.

Not feeling well.

2009-04-07T22:37:00.002+08:00

Tuesday. 7th April.

Listening to: Eyes on me. By: Faye Wong.

Event: Not feeling well.

Not feeling that well. Don't feel like doing anything now. Sigh. Oh well, would feel better later i guess. I hope so. Wish upon the stars with tears rolling down my face. Wishes.

Mood: Wishes.

I miss you my dear.

2009-04-07T15:59:00.002+08:00

Tuesday. 7th April.

Listening to: Sugar. By: Flo Rida.

Event: I miss you my dear.

My dear, I'm missing you my dear. So much! Ahh! Going crazy! Only you can stop me from doing so. Dear, must take care of yourself when you are not around ok? I would be worried about you from time to time! I love you so and miss you so. You are my drug my addiction. Loves.

Mood: My love I'm just right beside you.

Love you.

2009-04-06T20:52:00.002+08:00

Monday. 6th April.

Listening to: Thinking of you. By: ATC.

Event: Love you.

My love, Miss you loads and love you loads too. You are flying off soon this coming friday and I'm going to missing hell of alot because i can't get to see you and all. Sigh. That's the worse thing ever. That's the most painful part of it. My love, remember to miss me and love me yea. Anything do give me a call, I will be right there for you my love. Kisses, Loves my love. Ahhh!

Mood: I'm missing you babe. Hugs.

A little hot saturday.

2009-04-04T15:47:00.003+08:00

Saturday. 4th April.

Listening to: Some tears never dry. By: Shayne Ward.

Event: A little hot Saturday.

Yawn! So tired yea. Haha. Woke up and blasting songs. Lol, like there's no tomorrow. Haha. So boring man. Hmm, Miss love loads want to hug her straight away. It's so sad that i can't, It's my addiction!! I need you my love. Ahhh!! Love ya. Hugs and Kisses.

Mood: I miss you so.

I miss you so much!!!

2009-04-04T02:15:00.002+08:00

Friday. 3th March.

Listening to: 4 in the morning. By: Gwen Stefani.

Event: I miss you so much.

My love, I want to tell you that miss you so much! I want you now! I love you my love! Miss you so! I will stand by you. When you came in you brought me colours into my life. I love you so!

Mood: I miss you loads!

I miss you baby.

2009-03-31T19:25:00.002+08:00

Tuesday. 31th March.

Listening to: Thinking of you. By: ATC.

Event: I miss you baby.

Went back to school at 2pm in the afternoon. Meet love at foyer. Dear, Love you loads. Hmm, Went to telephone conversation room at D1-01 to do our Citibank charity work stuff. Hwee Fang, Li ping and Mark came in and join us for it. We finish our tuff till 4 plus near 5 and headed to KFC for our late lunch. After that get stuff to draw our shoes. After all the discuessing and all I sent love back home to get her brother's dinner and all. Headed home at those stuff. Hmm, I miss you my love i don't know could we spent our first month together or not but still I want to say I love you and hope to spent it with you cause I'm feeling abit disappointed. Love you baby. Kisses.

Mood: Still alright, I guess.

You leave me speechless yet breathless.

2009-03-30T17:50:00.002+08:00

Monday. 30th March.

Listening to: Inside of you. By: Infant Sorrow.

Event: You leave me speechless yet breathless.

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me. You're like an angel. The things that I feel is stronger than love believe me. You're something special. I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me, but all I can do is try, every day of my life. You leave me breathless today.

Mood: Breathless.

I really don't know what to say from today onwards

2009-03-30T16:13:00.004+08:00

Monday. 30th March.

Listening to: A little too not over you. By: David Archuleta.

Event: I really don't know what to say from today onwards.

I'm speechless from today onwards. Shall not say anything anymore. Just keep quiet and do the things I need to do. What for say so much when nothing is going to happen. This feeling of mine which i felt from her is like I can't find any words to describe. Just need to be love and I do love you. I'm like nothing now. Seriously do feel suck. I really don't know what to say about it. I really don't know how, teach me please Tears dropping at my laptop. Inside of you the king has found has queen. Know what it means?

Mood: Speechless. Just shut up.

Boring little sunday.

2009-03-29T18:58:00.001+08:00

Sunday. 29th March

Listening to: Declaration. By: David Cook.

Event: Boring little sunday.

Its such a boring day like always. Blasting songs when the sun is about to set. Such a wonderful view where you can't miss it. Wonderful songs with wonderful sunset view what more can i ask from the world. Such a beautiful and sweet moments. Love is still sleeping. Sleep tight and wake do remember to take your dinner. Loves.

Pictures tells it all.

Mood: I'm missing you.

Photos Of Our Precious BBQ Event!!

2009-03-25T19:40:00.006+08:00

Wednesday. 25th March.

Listening to: Please Don't Leave Me. By: Pink

Event: Photos Of Our Precious BBQ Event!!

Baby Love and Me!!!
Mark and Me while I was smoking and texting Love.Ali and Me. Acting like 'Can this satay be eaten?' Disturbing baby love. 'This satay was badly cooked!!'Xue Wei and Me. 'Smiles!!'Xue Wei and Me again. 'What's with the middle finger!! Argg!! Haha.'Yin Kiat, Me and Hafiz. 'The 3 handsome guys is rocking the town!'Yin Kiat, Me and Hafiz. 'Ain't we guys cute?!'Yin Kiat, Me and Hafiz. 'We are damn cute right?! Haha!'Hafiz and Me. 'The boys are back in town!'Yin Kiat and Me 'Ain't we look like a gay? We are not!'
Mood: Pictures tells it all!

BBQ Day.

2009-03-25T19:13:00.007+08:00

Tuesday. 24th March.

Listening to: In The End. By: Kat Deluna.

Event: BBQ Day!

Yawns! Woke up like 12pm in the afternoon. I was so damn blur that when i was on my way to grab a bottle of water to drink, i accidentally bang onto the wall. So lame can! But in the end it din have any bruise so it's ok if not that will be like Oh My God! Lolx. Shall cut the crap, Prepared myself and the stuff for the BBQ till 4.00pm this afternoon. Yawns! Brought the things down and waited for Xue Wei and Li Ping to fetch me down to the pit. Sorry for the delay in time girls, due to the heavy loads of stuff I had with me ya. Hmm, they came and fetch me like around 4.15pm? and headed down to Mark's place to fetch him down to the BBQ pit located at Pasir Ris. park We started unpacking and headed to Cheers to get our ice, ice box and charcol for the BBQ. The rest came and meet us at around 5.30pm and we started putting up fire for our BBQ feast. Muhahahaha! Hungry ok! But too bad for me cause I can't eat anything due to my ulcer! So sad right? Sniff Sniff!! After such a LONG time the fire started coming up and we started BBQing . Waited for my love to come but in the end she went the wrong side of the Pasir Ris park which is located at the end of the park! Sorry my love din let you know the place correctly. By the way thanks to Xue Wei and Li Ping for picking up love at the end of the park. Waited 45mins and love came with my precious dinner and herbal drink!! Thanks love!! I'm happy that you bought me those. I'm so damn happy!! HoHo!! While love was having a MINI PHOTOSHOOT with Xue Wei, Li Ping and Hwee Fang, I BBQed stuff for love to eat. Hope she liked it, I guess. Had Fun till the end of the day where it ended at 11pm. Had such a such a wonderful time with my GANG of dudes!! Thanks to: Xue Wei, Yin Kiat(Xue Wei's Boyfriend), Mark, Marius, Ali, Hwee Fang, Wilson, Hafiz, Li Ping and my beloved love!! Thank you guys for coming down and enjoyed yourself!! Shall host another outing like this yea? Cheers to you guys!!

Mood: I'm Happy till I can't even use any words to describe how wonderful it was. Cheers!

Boring little saturday

2009-03-21T15:45:00.002+08:00

Saturday. 21th March.

Listening to: Walking after midnight. By:Megan Joy.

Event: Boring little Saturday.

Woke up at 2pm? Doing nothing much at the moment. Boring man!! Ahh! Hmm, hearing some songs and my mouth hurts with the ulcer inside my mouth near the mouth joins. Ahhh! Painful man, hard to eat stuff. Hope it recover soon cause its damn irritating! Hmm, i started missing baby! Sigh! Want to get to see her man!! Ahh!!. So sad so sad! Love you dear.

Mood: Raindrops hits the floor. Splash*

I'm simply in love with you.

2009-03-18T16:50:00.002+08:00

Wednesday. 18th March.

Listening to: Spanish Guitar. By: Toni Braxton.

Event: I'm simply in love with you.

Went to Tampines ITE today for my Student Seminar at 9.30am and we finish at around 12.10pm. Our group headed to Simpang Bedok for lunch. Yum Yum!! The food there is nice and enjoyed the talk and laughters we had today although the event is abit boring but nevermind great group mates yea! Took a train at 2.30pm to Bishan to find love. Had laughters while we are getting food back for love. Missing love for the whole day, can't get to see her is a painful part ok! Dear, love you loads. I'm starting to miss you again! Damn! You are like a drug to me, I'm addicted to you!! Ahh!!

Mood: Happy and I love you OK!! Haha.

Feelings that just POP up.

2009-03-17T15:49:00.007+08:00

Tuesday. 17th March.

Listening to: Sugar. By: Flo Rida.

Event: Feelings that just POP up.

Got home not long ago like 3pm? Past 2 days were busy with sch works, so got no t much time to blog but not today. Went to school like normal at 8am and finish at 2pm. Having loads of OFC reply and email writing. Test coming this Thursday, must get 3A's that is what I'm targeting for. After school sent love home and sent myself home too. Daydreaming now, nothing much to do at the moment. Relaxing, chilling and blasting songs. There is a question that makes me wonder like this question here: "In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now, hold my hand you've nothing to fear now, i was lost and you've rescued me some how. I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me, and I've never been here before. Now I see, what love means." I truely understand now, tears just flow down my face like it has never been before.

"请你靠近, 让我 kiss your eyes, 刻下我一生的真爱, On the wedding when i kiss you twice, 确定幸福的存在, 爱到就像做了美梦, 但愿永远醒不过来, 就算梦那么短暂, 我也不会再有遗憾."

Mood: I miss you. Sorry. Sigh.

A old abandoned house tear down and left with nothing. Thanks.

2009-03-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

Saturday. 14th March.

Listening to: Sorry. By: Chris Daughty.

Event: A old abandoned house tear down and left with nothing. Thanks.

Now that's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one to build me up and tear me down like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left, Just left me old and out of breath.

Mood: Left me nothing else when you tear me down like an old abandoned house.

Incomplete

2009-03-14T12:48:00.003+08:00

Saturday. 14th March.

Listening to: Please don't leave me. By: Pink

Event: Incomplete.

Woke up 1230pm this morning. Slept like 4am yesterday night? Thought of stuffs that are unspoken. Talk to my mum about it when she's back at 2.30am yesterday. How uncertain i am, how come these question is unspoken. Although my mum can't help me much but what she said is true and i agree with. "Follow my heart. Do what my heart tells don't hide stuff which make you so down like now" that is what she said before she went to watch her Hong kong series shows. Thanks mum, I appreciate it. Thanks.

Thanks mum :)

Mood: You left me incomplete.

Thanks dear.

2009-03-13T17:58:00.008+08:00

Friday. 13th March.

Listening to: First time ever i saw your face. By: David Cook.

Event: Thanks dear.

Went to school like always morning at 8am and finish at 12pm.Went J8 Mos Burger for lunch with love, Xue wei, Hwee Fang and Wilson. After the lunch all of them went home. Love and me when to Golden Village to get our tickets for "Coming soon" at 3.45pm. During this period of time love and me went town and headed to Wisma for shopping, Love bought her Facial Foam From The Body Shop and went walking here and there till 3pm we headed down to the train station to head back to Bishan J8 for our movie. The movie was so damn scary to love, She kept on jerking and cover her eyes. That was so cute of her ok!! I love seeing her that way. Being scare in a cute way. After the movie i sent love home and I headed home too. We enjoy the day with laughter's and smiles. I love this way. I really wish this could stay on and on and wish the time would just stop at that moment. It's the moment i realize something and I have never know i could feel that way. Love, stay by me and let me love you for you are the only one in my eyes. You are the apple in my eyes. I love you. Thank you so much. I am happy that i got you. Thank you and Thank god for this moment. I have found what i have been looking for and it's you. Believe me, I will never let you get hurt or unhappiness anymore. I promise. This i swear.

You're there by my side, In every way.
I know that you would not forsake me.
I give you my life, would not think twice, your love is all i need.
Believe me.

I may not say it quite as much as i should,
When i say i love you, Darling that means for good.
So open up your heart and let me in and i will love you till forever.
Until death do us apart, We'll be together.
So take my hand and hold on tight, and we'll get there.
This i swear.

Mood: Words can't describe how I am feeling now : )

I do love you

2009-03-12T19:12:00.003+08:00

Thursday. 12th March.

Listening to: Because of you. By: Ne-yo

Event: I do love you.

I do love you. I do.

Mood: "Nothing to say"

A Question Why.

2009-03-12T18:38:00.004+08:00

Thursday. 12th March.

Listening to: Please don't leave me. By: Pink.

Event: A Question Why.

Tears. How much does a tear weight? It weights nothing at all. Tears evaporates once it touches my face. Meanings hidden in the tears is a unspoken question to me and you. Pain? Tears? Unhappiness? Fake Smiles? Acting? This is what i have being experiencing. Question left unspoken. No matter how much i may say, No matter how much words I'm saying It can't explain how important somethings are to me. I have become so obnoxious.

As long I'm living
I'll be waiting.
As long as I'm breathing
I'll be there.
Whenever you call me
I'll be waiting.
Whenever you need me
I'll be there.

Mood: Words can't explain it all.

Im wondering why.

2009-03-12T18:03:00.004+08:00

Thursday. 12th March.

Listening to: Unbelievable. By: Craig David.

Event: I'm Wondering Why.

That morning whisper
A gentle kiss
A suspended moment
Of perfect bliss

That precious feeling
As eyes first meet
Bodies entwined
In sleepy heat

Fingers touching
Breath as one
Hearts in rhythm
We greet the sun

Content, in truth
Just to be
Simply enjoying
You and me.

Do i deserve such treatment from you. I don't think so. Sigh.

Mood: It's so unbelievable.

What a day.

2009-03-12T17:39:00.005+08:00

Thursday. 12th Mrach.

Listening to: First time ever i saw your face. By: David Cook.

Event: What a day.

Went school at 11.30am, because I'm having a meeting for my up coming event "Hip Pop dancing" competition on 14th April. After all the meeting and all went to class for our lessons and test. Overall i think it's ok. Went walking around J8 with Wilson, Hwee Fang and Xue Wei. They had ice-cream and fries. Din have the mood to eat. Sorry.

When i ask you where will you be going tomorrow means something. But i get an obvious answer from you. 'I think I'm heading home, lazy to go out.' i know what that means. So i don't even need to ask you whether would you want to go out with me for lunch and catch a movie. Just want to have a day with you. Reason is because you could only go out on Friday and i ok with it but you gave an obvious answer so yea.

First time i saw you face. You are my addiction.

Mood: Speechless.

I LOVE YOU BABY!!

2009-03-11T20:13:00.002+08:00

Wednesday. 11th March.

Listening to: First time i saw your face. By: David Cook.

Event: I LOVE YOU!!

MARLENE FAN!!!
I LOVE YOU LOADS!!!
AH!!!

Mood: I love her!! Miss her loads!!

I love you!!!

2009-03-11T17:53:00.002+08:00

Wednesday. 11th March.

Listening to: I don't want to miss a thing. By: David Cook.

Event: Hmmm..

ALL I REALLY NEED IS YOU!!!
STAY RIGHT BESIDE ME!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!

Mood: I'm hyper and I love her!!

Unbreak My Heart

2009-03-10T18:55:00.002+08:00

Tuesday. 10th March.

Listening To: Tell Laura I love Her. By: Ray Peterson.

Event: Unbreak My heart.

SIGH. YOU UNBREAK MY HEART!. I LOVE YOU NAH! SIGH.

Tears falling like how to sky always cry for me.

Mood: You unbreak my heart! Sniff! Love you.

Not Too Sure

2009-03-10T18:44:00.002+08:00

Tuesday. 10th March.

Listening by: One Word. By: Elliott Yamin.

Event: Not Too Sure.

I'm not too sure about some stuff. Maybe I'm sure about what's coming into me. Some things that kept me so uncertain. I want to know. When? Let me know. Sigh. Oh well can't be helped.

Mood: One Word-Amazing.

Thoughts that i have being going through

2009-03-10T17:31:00.002+08:00

Tuesday. 10th March.

Listening to: I Don't Want To Miss A Thing. By: David Cook.

Event: Thoughts that i have being going through.

Still I couldn't find, Someone half as right as you. And each time I stop to think, What it is I really need. Heres what I conclude, All I really need is you.

Just say what you want to say, You don't have a chance in the world. Can I, knowing how I've tried. Still come close to losing you, girl. Have I spent so many nights, Trying but in vain to tell you. Don't you know it's true,All I really need is you.

Mood: Don't you know it's true,All I really need is you.

Such a boring day. Ain't that funny.

2009-03-10T16:55:00.007+08:00

Tuesday. 10th March.

Listening to: Breathless.

Event: Such a boring day. Ain't that funny.

Sorry for not blogging for such a long time due to school works and many more reasons. Sorry. Went to school as per normal. Surprisingly both my teachers din come today and ended our lessons at 10am. Its so damn early, went to J8 to have our breakfast. After all of our breakfast and all we went to Ang Mo Kio for our movies and let Xue Wei to have her lunch at the McDonald nearby. After all the chilling and slacking we had we went back home as per normal. Did nothing much for the whole day. Oh well, live are such and i got to life with it. Sigh. Peaceful moments when I'm alone, time flies, clock ticks, clouds move by, wind blowing through you as time goes by. Peaceful times are hard to find, Enjoying the moment now. I'm sorry to say that multiple thoughts came in my mind and i have to figure it out now. Shall update more soon. I guess.

Mood: My mood? I don't even know how am i feeling right now. 'Just So You Know.'

Busy with school these few weeks. And i'm back.

2009-01-11T16:03:00.002+08:00

Sunday. 11th January.

Listening to: Living For The First Time. By: Teddy Geiger.

Event: Busy with school these few weeks. And i'm back.

Finish my N.S 4months ago and i'm back studying again. Haha. Days at school is fun, the orientation is with hell of aloads of fun and met alot of new friends. Well, hope everything that i'm doing now goes smoothly and hope i could cope with my studies as i had not been studying for such a long period. God Bless Me!!! 21st birthday of mine is coming and i can't wait. W00ts! Will have alot of fun by then. So yea, that's all for now. Shall update more. Tata!

Mood: Happy and surprises!

Pictures below do the talking.

2008-12-10T17:46:00.006+08:00

Wednesday. 10th December.

Listening to: Circus. By: Britney Spears.

Event: Pictures below do the talking.

My best buddy in camp! Took it when i'm having my O.R.D. Forgotten about it. Opps! . Hahaha!

My Mama and me at Serangoon garden's Sushi Tei.

The FOOD!! Yum Yum!!
The Overall Food that we had. Muahaha!
The Picture baby and i had! W00ts!
My dear bebe trying out his clothes. Cute ain't he. Haha.
Picture taken by my baby when i'm having my sushi meal. Lolx!
Thanks dear for the bear that you bought. Hehe!
The two little cute toys that my Cutie Lai bought for me. Loves!
Haha. A cute little picture taken by my little cute baby!
Mood: Happy Happy!

Relaxing day.

2008-12-10T17:41:00.002+08:00

Wednesday. 10th December.

Listening to: Circus. By: Britney Spears.

Event: Relaxing day.

Sorry guys for not updating for such a long time. Haha. Due to problems and stress. Haha. But I'm back. Did alot of things during the past weeks. And there's always ups and downs in life. So there's where we learn how to overcome each problems facing in front of us. Be strong and never afraid of failure. Love baby loads. Relaxing at home and enjoying my day with a nice cup of ice Milo and my Cigg. Haha. Ok, shall stop here. The pictures shall do the talking. Bye and stay happy guys. Loves.

Mood: Feeling great!

Went out with mama and baby to Liang Court.

2008-11-17T21:36:00.003+08:00

Sunday. 16th November.

Listening to: Superstar. By: Lupe Fiasco.

Event: Out with Mama and baby to Liang Court.

Fetch baby by taxi with my mama to Liang Court and we headed to Basement 1 for our Udon lunch. Yum, it taste so good! Nice Udon you can find there. Went shopping around the supermarket and get some stuffs that i need back. Haha. Made my mama pay. HoHo! Hmm, brought baby to starbucket for her to study. Went to my dad's place after baby finish her studies. Had a great day together with baby. Love ya. More of a family outing together ya baby? Loves!

Baby, I'm so happy being with you. Love you loads!

Mood: Happy! New haircut for me!

When out with baby for our 9th month anniversary.

2008-11-17T21:27:00.003+08:00

Saturday. 15th November.

Listening to: Six Days. By: DJ Shadow feat. Mos Def.

Event Out with baby for our 9th month anniversary.

Went out with baby to Plaza Singapura for movie. Watched Madagascar Escape To Afica. Haha. The show was nice and went for M1 road show at ground floor. Went and get my Agnes B card holder at Shaw House's Isetan. Happy! Haha. After all the window shopping and walking around, we headed back to baby's house area to have our dinner. Yum Yum! Slacked awhile after dinner and head home. Love ya baby. And a happy 9th month anniversary baby! Kisses! Loves!

Mood: Happy as ever!

It's a day of Prawning and the day i get my Phone!!

2008-11-10T19:01:00.009+08:00

Saturday. 8th November.

Listening to: Die Another Day. By: Madonna.

Event: It's a day of Prawning and the day i get my Phone!!

Woke up at around 12.30pm in the afternoon when i was so happily preparing to get my phone before prawning. Haha! Went to Compass Point M1 shop to get my precious N96 phone. While we are at Compass Point, Mama went to Lee Hwa to get a ring and a necklance, It cost a bomb getting those pieces because it's diamonds. zZz! Got my phone around 3.30pm and get Mos Burger back home for lunch while baby is at my house waiting for me to get back. Slacked till 7pm and headed down to the prawning site for prawning sessions. Haha. Felix met us there like around 7.40pm and started prawning straight away. Caught about 20plus prawns? Quite lousy for the catch today. Not much prawns and due to loads of people there so ya. Went Serangoon Gardens along with Botak after prawning sessions. Felix had Hoeggarden, Botak had some kind of stout thingy, Baby had a green drink which i forgetten what name it is and I had Gin Tonic. Haha. Enjoyed the day with them and more to come yea? Haha. That's it for today. Shall update more tomorrow! Tata! Nights guys. Love you baby!

Mood: High Man! Woots!

Pictures explain it all.

Grandmama shocked of how Felix pluck out the hook off the prawn!

Baby and me.
The kiss i gave baby after her first prawn catch.
Felix and me. Acting cute!! Haha!!
The Prawns we catch after a hard day of work.

This is Mr Felix . The Samurai of the MONTH!! Hahaha!!
Me with the Be-a-u-ti-ful hairclip! Lol!
Baby and me being cute! Weess!!
Wow! There's a sun during the night! This is amazing!!!
Ain't we gay looking like this!! Haha!!
This guys group photo! Introducing Mr Felix, Introducing Me(Mr Dempster) and Introducing Mr Botak!!
Me relaxing!! Ain't i lucky? : ]
Baby and Me enjoying ourself while drinking.
This is the drink that Mr Felix ordered.
This is the drink Mr botak ordered.
This is what i had for the day. Gin Tonic!!
This is what baby ordered for the day.
The overall picture of the day we enjoyed!! Cheers!!!

Had Pizza Hut at my house today!

2008-11-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

Friday. 7th November.

Listening to: I Wanted You. By: INA.

Event: Had Pizza hut at my house. Haha!

Woke up at 11.30am in the morning to get ready to meet my beloved baby at Serangoon Mrt Station at 12.30pm. Went walking around Serangoon central while waiting for my beloved mum to come over and join us. Mama came about 1.35pm and the first thing she did was getting towels for Bebe( MY MUM'S BELOVED DOG!!!) after that we headed to the supermarket to get some stuffs and headed back home while we are on the way mama ordered Pizza for us!! Thanks mum! Yum Yum! After all the eating and studying me and my baby had, i sent baby off at around 11.30pm. I love you baby. Thats all for today. We sure did have fun ain't we baby? Loves!

Mood: Super Duper Fun!

I miss baby. Boring been at home!

2008-11-04T17:13:00.003+08:00

Tuesday. 4th November.

Listening to: I Hate It. By: Pussycat Dolls.

Event: I miss baby. Boring been at home.

Woke up around 2.35pm. The first thing i did was smoking. Haha. Because it's so damn boring doing nothing. Listen to some random songs for the moment. Thinking of what to do next. Bored! Save me! Haa. It's raining now while I'm blogging. How nice the feeling was while listening to some sentimental songs while have this cold feeling breeze while it's raining. Awww. Nice feeling! Shall stop here for now. Update later? Bye guys! Have a great day.

Mood: Enjoying the wonderful feeling.

Not having a good mood now.

2008-11-03T22:48:00.001+08:00

Monday. 3rd November.

Listening to: I Don't Care. By: Fall Out Boys.

Event: Not having a good mood now.

Sigh not feeling good now. Speechless. Wordless and Breathless. Ahh! Mad now!

Mood: 18th Floors Down!

Went out with baby.

2008-11-03T22:28:00.003+08:00

Monday. 3rd November.

Listening to: What's Left Of Me. By: Nick Lachey.

Event: Went out with baby.

Woke up at 12pm and get ready as usual to meet baby at her school. After fetching baby, we went Bugis to get baby's watch fixed. After all the walking and getting baby's watch fixed, we went Mcdonalds to have our late lunch and let baby shade her piece of work while i start watching movies with my Touch. Hmm, we slacked till 6.40pm and headed back to baby's house for her dinner and i went home after that. Although it maybe a short day, but I'm glad that i could get to see baby today. Love you baby. Nights to you. Kisses.

Mood: Happy yet worried.

Met baby after her project and had dinner together.

2008-11-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

Sunday. 2nd November.

Listening to: Light on. By: David Cook.

Event: Met baby after her project and had dinner together.

Met baby at around 6.30pm at Serangoon Mrt station and while we are on our way home we bought KFC for extra food for dinner beside having Fried rice and Sushi. Haha! Nice dinner after all because we both are so damn full. Ahh! Haha. Spent some quiet moments with her and sent baby back home at 11pm and ended the day with a goodbye kiss. Love you baby. That's all for today. Nights guys!

Mood: Happy as usual!

I miss you baby.

2008-11-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

Sunday. 2nd November.

Listening to: Die another day. By: Madonna.

Event: I miss you baby.

Oh these ancient skies,
I've these wandering eyes,
But you took me by surprise.
When you let me inside of you.

Inside of you,
Inside of you,
There's got to be some part of me,
Inside of you.

Inside of you i cross this desert plane,
Inside of you i can hear you scream my name,
Inside of you where the stars unfold.
I've crossed my heart and I've crossed the world.
And i need you here and i need to be,
Inside of you.

Mood: I miss you baby. I want to be Inside Of You.

Went to ' The Cathay ' For baby's friends event!

2008-11-02T23:51:00.003+08:00

Saturday. 1st November.

Listening to: Inside of you. By: Infant Sorrow.

Event: Went to ' The Cathay ' For baby's friends event!

I'm at home while waiting for baby to finish work to come over my place to rest while she's having a slight headache. Baby came around 5pm and bought me my favorite SUSHI! YAY! Thanks baby for buying me that. Haha. Baby slept till 6.30pm and I'm about to get ready myself before going out. Waited for my mum to get ready too because she's sending me to The Cathay. Thanks mum! Hmm, her school mates Serene and Mikh had a band jamming at Ben's and Jerry's Ice cream shop. The singing was good and we enjoyed it. Great work Serene and Mikh! Headed to Plaza Singapura for our movie ' The Coffin ' it was not that enjoyable that we thought it will be but at least we enjoyed a movie together ya baby? Hehe! Sent baby home after the movie. And ended with a great big kiss. I love you baby! Kisses. Hmm, that's all for today. Nights guys!. Nights baby!

Mood: It was unbelievable.

Slacked at Vivo and had dinner with my parents.

2008-11-02T15:53:00.004+08:00

Friday. 31st October.

Listening to: We've got to do something. By: Infant Sorrow.

Event: Slacked at Vivo and had dinner with my family.

Woke at 10.30am and get ready as usual to meet baby at Outram mrt station before heading down to Vivo for her to study. When we reached Vivo, we went Candy Empire to get her favorite Nougets and headed to find Lynn at her working place. Headed to Pacific Coffee Company after finding Lynn for baby to study while i watched movies with my Ipod Touch. Haha. We went off to find my dad at around 6 for dinner. Met dad at my second home at Ang Mo Kio. Had dinner with my dad and my step mum at a nearby coffee shop for seafood. Yum Yum! After all that eating and slacking at my dad's house, sent baby home at 11pm. Had a great day of fun, hope this continues all the way. And lastly I love you baby. Hugs and Kisses! Nights guys!

Mood:Happy as usual!

Boring day being at home.

2008-10-30T17:14:00.002+08:00

Thursday. 30th October.

Listening to: I don't care. By: Fall Out Boys.

Event: Boring day being at home.

Boring day doing nothing at home. Just rotting, theres nothing i could do at home and nowhere to go too. Haha. Just blasting music at home. Ahhh! Miss you baby. Hugs and kisses. Love ya. Take care of yourself don't be so sick ya. I'm worried ya.

Mood: Boring Boring!

Fixing dinner for her today!

2008-10-29T22:54:00.003+08:00

Wednesday. 29th October.

Listening to: Breathless. By: Shayne ward.

Event: Fixing dinner for her today.

Woke up around 12.30pm to get ready to meet baby at her school area. So woke up get my clothes ironed and get a quick bathe and headed to baby's school. But in the end met baby at Outram station because baby finish school earlier today. Haha. Went back to Serangoon after that and get stuff to prepare dinner for baby. What we had dinner was Golden mushroom with black paper sauce, Curry chicken and potatoes, Fried egg, Sotong balls and a bowl of soup. Haha. Nice Nice ok! Yum Yum!. Had a great and romantic time with baby. Hope every single day this will happen and that will be damn good. Haha. Sent baby home at 10.30pm and thats the day we had. Although it is just a simple day but we enjoyed ourself happily ya. Thats about it for today. Shall update more tomorrow. Nights guys and nights baby. Love ya. Kisses.

Mood: Happy and Enjoyable.

Fetch her from school today.

2008-10-28T21:12:00.011+08:00

Tuesday. 28th October.

Listening to: Littlest Things. By: Lily Allen.

Event: Fetch her from school.

Woke up around 12pm in the afternoon and slacked till 3pm where i started to get myself ready to fetch my cute little baby after school. Haha. So took a train all the way to Outram park station and changed train to Dover. Met baby outside her school and headed back to Bedok to get some stuff. After getting all the stuff that we need and the fun we had at the supermarket, we headed back to her home area to get some bbq chicken wings. Wooo! Nice Nice! Sent baby back home and get myself back home to enjoy my precious chicken wings. Haha! But there's something that i need to say is.......................................
I LOVE YOU BABY! You are the BEST! Hugs and Kisses!. Thats all for today! Bye! : ]

Mood: Relaxed and Enjoyable!

Baby!

2008-10-28T02:40:00.003+08:00

Tuesday. 28th October.

Listening to: What's Left Of Me. By: Nick Lachey.

Event: I miss you in the middle of the night.

Nothing in the world makes me laugh while you do baby.

Mood: I miss you my love. Loves.

Went out with baby today.

2008-10-27T23:48:00.004+08:00

Monday. 27th October.

Listening by: Always be my back. By: David Cook.

Event: Went out with baby today.

Woke up at around 12.30pm? Haha. Can't really remember. Msn with baby after that when to get myself prepared to go over her place to find her. So.... Rush Rush Rush!!Met her at around 2.40pm and headed to town for her shopping spreed! Haha! Went Zara that is next to wheelock place to get a top . When we are about to leave, the sky started to rain! Oh My Fucking God! Ahhh!! Got to head back in and get an umbrella that cost $30 from Zara. Fuck man! But never mind as long as baby don't go under the rain that will do. Walked all the way to Wisma Atria to walk around before heading down to Bishan for our dinner with my dad and step mum. The food that we had at the Chinese restaurant next to Swensen was so damn nice but theres one thing, they serve too fast! zZz! After all that eating, talking and jokes we went walking around Bishan to shop more of her clothes and a pair of shoes. Went Esprit to get a top and another top at a shop which i forgotten what name is it. Oh well, Haha! And lastly before heading back to my house for our romantic time together she got a pair of shoes at Charles and Keith. Bring her for a shopping spreed was worth it cause she's happy I'm happy. Baby, i love you. Hope you enjoyed your day today. Love ya loads baby! Shall update more tomorrow. Nights guys!

Mood: Happy Happy! Love you Baby love!

I miss her!!

2008-10-26T16:10:00.002+08:00

Sunday. 26th October.

Listening to: Shake your pom pom. By: Missy Elliot.

Event: I miss her!

Woke up around 2.30pm. First thing i woke up i got this feeling of hugging her. Ahh! I miss you baby. She's busy studying her law so yup, Shall not disturb her much let her concentrate. Baby, study hard ya. Jiayou, you have my support! Gambate! Baby, remember i miss you loads! Hahaha!

I want to shout it out in a silent crowd,
I want to move you in a million ways,
I said to you everyday but did I ever tell you I love you that way.

Mood: Happy Happy!

I'm back with her!!

2008-10-26T02:11:00.005+08:00

Saturday. 25th October.

Listening to: It's all about you. Mcfly.

Event: I'm back with her!!

Yay!! I'm finally back with her. I got to be the perfect boyfriend from now on. Baby, i love you! Yay! Went movies at cine and have dinner at Kou Fu. We watched ' High School Musical 3 ' It was a damn funny movie and we laugh till like theres no tomorrow. Haha. Enjoyed loads with baby and chilled at her house area for awhile with talks and funny faces. Love it! Baby, thanks for being back i will love you loads and be by your side every now and then. Baby you are the greatest. Love you. Shall update more tomorrow. Love you baby! Nights!

Mood: Too high to be asleep. ^.^V

I miss you loads.

2008-10-24T23:01:00.002+08:00

Friday. 24th October.

Listening to: Sorry. Buck Cherry.

Event: I miss you loads.

I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU! I NEED YOU! DIN GET TO SEE YOU THAT LONG. PLEASE, PLEASE BE BACK WITH ME!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!

Mood: I miss and love you.

Before i head to bed.

2008-10-24T03:10:00.002+08:00

Friday. 24th October.

Listening to: Because of you. By: Ne Yo.

Event: Before i head to bed.

Another night that i can't fall asleep. Sigh. She need time, I'm going to give her time. I know that my heart will let her know that I'm changed and I'm the only one who loves her. I know that you'll be back girl. No matter what i will not let you face this world alone because you have me. I'm going to be there for you. Love you.

Nobody in the world makes me laugh while you do.

It's all about you.

Mood: Sorry.

Went out with her today.

2008-10-24T00:42:00.002+08:00

Thursday. 23rd October.

Listening to: I'll Be Waiting. By: Lenny Kravitz.

Event: Went out with her today.

Woke up 3 plus in the afternoon and saw her sms. She asked me whether do i want to meet her for movies after her school? I was like ' ok! Sure no problem '. Met her at Plaza Singapura at 5.30pm. Went up to the ticket boot and bought ourself ' Tropic Thunder ' movie tickets at 7pm. Went walking around Plaza Singapura while waiting for the time to past. The movie was good and was funny too. Went for a smoke break after the movies chatted how much i want her back in my life. While we were chatting about this, I came across to know that she had a boyfriend not long ago and broke up just last week. I was like ' Huh! You had a boyfriend? '. I was like shock and depress because of the way he treated her. Its my fault if its not because of the way i treated her last time things won't be in such way. I'm sorry, it's all my fault. Sorry. But i want you to know that i love you. I do. I'm a changed person now not the one you use to know. I'm a person who just simply want to love you, care for you, be there for you, show you concern and take care of you. Let me be your love ones once again and you will never ever regret about it. I love you Joreen.

You'll always be a part of me,
I'm a part of you indefinitely,
Girl don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on,
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're never gonna shake me,
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby.

Mood: I just want to love you. As simple as A, B, C.

Can't fall asleep.

2008-10-23T02:17:00.004+08:00

Thursday. 23rd October.

Listening to: Starlight. By: Muse.

Event: Can't fall asleep.

When i get to bed my eyes just can't close. For some reason it just don't. Joreen ah Joreen, I just hope that you are not too far away where i can't reach. Nobody in the world makes me laugh while you do. I just want to be with you. I won't fail you anymore. No i won't. I love you. Please be with me. I just want to tell you this.

Hold you in my arms, I just wanted to hold you in my arms.
I'll never let you go, if you promise not to fade away. It's all about you.

Mood: Feel like looking at some pictures that meant so much to me.

The day.

2008-10-22T22:15:00.013+08:00

Wednesday. 22nd October.

Listening to: No promises. By: Shayne Ward.

Even: The day.

Woke up about 12.30pm in the afternoon, Was crawling out of my bed to get ready to meey Joreen for her hair extension. Haha. Met her at around 3.45pm i guess? Sorry for bring late! Stupid bus! Argg! Went around finding a shop for her hair extension. Lol. In the end found a shop at the first level. She choose 100 curled strands and there started the hair extension. While i was waiting for her to finish, a china bitch came in and make a big fuss about she rushing to go off and wanted to finish her extensions. What a bitch, wanted to stop my darling Joreen from doing and start hers. What The Fuck! But in the end too bad she can't because " First come first serve! " Haha. But something shocking happened 100 strands was not enough and was asked to put another 60! It cost about $160? Oh man! Broke! But who cares? I don't! Shall be broke then! Haha! Because all i wanted was Joreen to be happy and i wanted to see that sweet little smile of hers. When she started smiling my eyes can't stop looking at her because all i hope for is that smile of hers, that is all it matters! The extension finish about near 6? Went dinner at Shaw House, we had pepper lunch. Thanks Joreen for the treat! Thank you! We had laughters through out the whole window shopping after dinner. The feeling was so damn nice as you know, laughters, jokes, disturbance. I'm so happy today. Thanks Joreen for such a wonderful day. Thanks. Ok, that shall be it for today. Nights to you Joreen. Sweet dreams.

I wanted to hold your hands and hug you like how we use to. I miss you.

Mood: Happy Happy. Happy little boy!

Funny day.

2008-10-21T20:44:00.001+08:00

Tuesday. 21st October.

Listening to: Always be my baby. By: David Cook.

Event: Funny day.

Woke up 10am in the morning. Damn tired but still got to wake up. Haha. Got to go camp for my O.R.D checkup and sms Joreen. While smsing her and talk to her on the phone i get myself ready for camp, got to reach camp by 2.30pm. Damn! So damn early. Lol! Guess what, The first thing i reached camp was finding my officer and have some chit chat with him. Went medical center after that. Guess what? The medical officer was not in camp and i can't have my checkup today. W.T.F! Waste my time going down. Ass! Hmm, slack at camp till my best friend Jon finish camp. Talked on the phone with Joreen while I'm on my way home. Thanks Joreen. And And! Tomorrow will be the day I'm bringing her for her hair extension. I'm thinking that she's excited or what. Haha. Oh well. Got to turn in early now if not i can't get up early to fetch her from school for that. That's all for today. Nights! Goodnight Joreen. : ]

Mood: Can't wait for tomorrow to come! Wees!

Dreaming about her.

2008-10-21T01:44:00.002+08:00

Monday. 20th October.

Listening to: 忘不了. By: 施文斌

Event: Dreaming about her.

I miss her too much that's why i say I'm dreaming of her. How i wish i could see her right at my face right now. Hugs that i wish i could give, a kiss on the forehead that i always did and hold her hands like i always hold. I miss you Joreen. I love you. Even though you don't reply me just now, it's ok and i understand because it always happens so ya. Have a great night sleep. I miss you. Hugs.

Mood: Heart and soul floated away.

Goodnight to you and I miss you.

2008-10-20T03:04:00.003+08:00

Sunday. 19th October.

Listening to: When i grow up. By: Pussycat Dolls.

Event: Goodnight to you and I miss you.

I miss Joreen so much. Its Monday morning now at 3am and i can't fall a sleep. I miss her too much thats why i started blogging now. Hope that she would be able to do well in school tomorrow for her school event. The course she's having is not easy, but i know she will excel with flying colours. I know you will, i have faith in you. Always. Going to bring her for her hair extension this coming Wednesday. Hope she will like it ya. So ya, I miss you Joreen. That's all i got to say. Grab a smoke now. Night to you Joreen. Hugs. Shall update tomorrow.

Mood: I miss ya. Kisses with love.

What happen yesterday night.

2008-10-19T16:04:00.002+08:00

Sunday. 19th October.

Listening to: Wait For You. By: Elliott Yamin.

Event: What happen yesterday night.

Just woke up at 3.40pm. Head still spinning, having a slight headache. Yesterday night waited for her to sms me back from the time 9.12pm(Saturday) when she ask me ' How was yesterday drink session till? ' till 5.10am(Sunday). I know it myself that once she's having fun she wont reply, so ya i guess i was right after all. As long as you are fine and nothing happens to you then all these long waiting hours is worth it. That's all i could do. sorry.

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you.

Mood: Head spinning.

Boring day.

2008-10-18T23:39:00.003+08:00

Saturday. 18th October.

Listening to: Next plane home. By: Daniel Powter.

Event: Boring day.

Its so boring being at home today. Sigh. Went Chinatown yesterday to find her after that headed down to ' The central ' to walk around in the end she bought herself a new pair of dress cost about 60plus. Sat at Starbucks while waiting for Felix to come. When Felix came we headed down to boat quay to meet another friend of mine at boat quay. After that we went to Liquid to have our drinks and Joreen left about 1 plus, its so sad that she left. I told her what i wanted too and ya, the answer is till the same. Its ok i understand but i will let you realize that i did change for good not only for now but forever. I miss you Joreen. I really want to hug you like how i did yesterday, I really miss those hugs. I'm sorry.

I miss you. I love you.

Mood: Not feeling alright, having gastric.

I met her today.

2008-10-18T05:48:00.002+08:00

Friday. 17th October.

Listening to: Did i ever tell you. By: Nick Lachey.

Event: I met her today.

I told her how i felt but the answer till the same. I'm waiting for her to know that I'm changed. I really do. I love her loads. I do.

It’s been too long
I want to sit down and write for you a perfect love song
I want to shout it out in a silent crowd
I want to move you in a million ways
I said to you everyday but did I ever tell you I love you that way

I love you. I do.

Mood: I miss her and i love her.

I miss you.

2008-10-16T23:27:00.004+08:00

Thursday. 16th October.

Listening to: Gotta Be Somebody. By: Nickelback.

Event: I miss you.

Joreen, i miss you loads since after yesterday. I miss you so.

Mood: I miss you so so much. Ahhh!

After meeting her.

2008-10-15T23:45:00.001+08:00

Wednesday. 15th October.

Listening to: Bleeding Love. By: Leona Lewis.

Event: After meeting her.

Went home about 10 plus i guess. Meet her at 2 plus in the afternoon at plaza singapura and we bought tickets for the movie ' House Bunny ' at 4.50pm before that we went to the arcade to have my lost game and after that we had our basketball game. Its so damn funny ok? We like challenging each other so funny. Haha. We went window shopping around plaza singapura and searching for her notebook too. After all the walking and shopping, we went to get our snacks and went to the 7-11 to have a smoke and meet Jon and Cheryl as they wanted to watch the movie also, so we headed to the cinema together. We went dinner at Thai Express for dinner at Hereen. After having such a wonderful dinner we went to a cafe and chatted like there's no tomorrow about her school stuff and things regarding about us. It was a nice talk we had and I'm so into it. So around 9 plus 10, we headed home after a whole day of fun. I hope she had fun yea? Hmm, as about the surprise i din get the chance to do it because she finish school early and din have the time to search for the white rose. Damn, never mind there's always the next time yea? Haha. Ok, shall continue tomorrow. Got to go to bed. Damn tired so yup. Nights guys. Bye!

Mood: Feeling great. : ]

P/s: Thanks Joreen Xiao long nu for such a wonderful day. Thanks.

Tomorrow is another big day!

2008-10-15T00:50:00.004+08:00

Tuesday. 14th October.

Listening to: It's all about you. By: Mcfly.

Event: Tomorrow is another big day.

Yay! Tomorrow i finally get to see Joreen again. I'm so happy man! Ha. Hmm, I'm going to pick her up from school which she don't even know and maybe getting a white rose for her if I'm able to fine one if that is. Muhaha! It's a surprise from me and I'm going to keep it. Opps! I say it out here. Haha. Nevermind. Maybe having movies together before dinner. Hope everything turns out right as Movies and follow up by a simple and romantic dinner i guess. May god bless me! Shall continue tomorrow. Got to turn in now if not i can wake up! Nights.

Did I ever tell you I’m better to have known you?
I don’t want to leave you with the shadow of a doubt
Did I ever give you the strength you’ve given me?
And how can I begin to make each moment mean the most so you will see
I never loved you more then I do today
Sometimes life just seems to get in the way.

Mood: Happy. : ]

For a very long time.

2008-10-13T18:57:00.002+08:00

Monday. 13 October.

Listening to: Did I Ever Tell You. By: Nick Lachey.

Event: For a very long time.

Long time since i post. This is what i have to say for today:

Never be afraid to fall in love. it may hurt
alot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you
don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry
even more for not giving love a chance...

Mood: I miss you.

I love you so.

I met her today for a dinner.

2008-10-08T22:27:00.003+08:00

Wednesday. 8th October.

Listening to: Sandy. By: John Travolta.

Event: I met her today for a simple dinner.

Today was the day that I'm having dinner with Joreen. I bought a rose while I'm on my way to her house area to pick her up. Seriously I'm really very shy to hold the rose around because this is the first time I'm getting a rose for somebody and now I'm giving it to her. So damn shy. But in the end i hold my guts and brought all the way straight to her house and pass it to her. Phew! But hope she was happy upon receiving the rose, because it's the first time I'm getting her a rose you see, So ya. We headed down to Cineleisure to have our dinner at Chicago steakhouse. The food is no as fantastic as last time but we enjoy eating still. Hmm, after that went to Diva to get her colourful rings and her necklace. After all that we slacked awhile and she said she wanted to meet her friends already so i sent her all the way to paragon taxi stand and waited for a taxi together with her. When she went off i wanted to say: 'Joreen, thanks for today than i could have a simple dinner like this with you. Hope i could always have this chance too. And i do really do miss you.' When we are slacking you asked me what am i thinking? I was wondering should i say 'I love you' at that time? When i want to say it, i can't open my mouth to say it because i don't know what kind of response you going to have. So i keep my mouth shut till now in this blog i say: 'Joreen, I love you. I really do and I'm sorry.' I really love you. I do. I shall continue tomorrow because i kept on crying while I'm typing. Byes and thats all for today.

Mood: Not feeling right in the heart. Pain in gastric.

I miss you so.

Finally meethng her later on!

2008-10-08T01:59:00.004+08:00

Wednesday. 8th October.

Listening to: I'll Be Waiting. By: Lenny Kravitz.

Event: Finally meeting her later on!

Finally i get to have a peaceful and a enjoyable dinner with her(Joreen). Meeting her later on at her house area at 5plus, but i got to be there early because i don't want her to wait anymore so yup!. Be there early! Haha. Can't wait man. W00ts. Got to turn in now if not i can't wake up on time to get her something. Ha. It's my surprise for tomorrow and hope everything turns out well. Got to think where for dinner while I'm sleeping. Haha. Nights! Wee!

Mood: I'm happy.

I will always long for your kiss again.

How do i breathe without you being right here.

2008-10-07T19:39:00.001+08:00

Tuesday. 7th October.

Listening to: How Do I Breathe. By: Mario

Event: How do i breathe without you being here.

Since yesterday i saw her(Joreen) i keep on missing her. Its like feeling so different being here because i was so used to being next to her. Eveywhere i try to go, i keep thinking of you. You are not the one to be blame at all. When I'm the one who pushed you away. Yes, i made a mistake. I thought that you would be mine, guess the joke was on me. I miss you so bad that i can't sleep. I wish i knew where you could be, and i could be there for you. When your love brought me to the light.

Mood: I'm dreaming about you.

I met her today! Happy man!

2008-10-07T02:05:00.004+08:00

Tuesday. 7th October.

Listening to: Breathless. By: Shayne ward.

Even: I met her today! Happy man!

It was 9plus while i was msning with her(Joreen), she told me that Denny bastard her because he suppose to meet her but in the end she called him, he don't want to pick up and when he does, he said that he must wait for her girlfriend to fall asleep then can. what the fuck sio! Lame excuse. But never mind, because she also ask me whether am i hungry or not so i grab this chance to say ' Yup, I'm still feeling hungry after dinner.' Haha. Just trying to ask her out by saying that. Hope she don't blame me. Hmm, Felt great when i had this chance to meet her again. I'm so damn happy. Seriously i was about to be in tears, because i really missed her so much and today 7th October this date i finally get to see her since we broke up. Had Satay with her and sugar cane drinks. We chatted for a very long period of time till 1.30am i sent her home. The feeling was great and hope for many more to come and of course my wish will come true. And lastly having a whole day with her this coming Thursday. W00ts! Happy! Ok, shall end here today. Wee!

Mood: Happy man of the day!

I miss her loads.

2008-10-06T19:10:00.006+08:00

Monday. 6th October.

Listening to: Meet you there someday. By: Augustana.

Event: I miss her loads.

Woke up around 5plus. Once i woke up the first thing that came through my mind was her. I miss her so much, wanna get a great look at her and how she's doing. I miss you girl. Even though I'm your friend now but i do care and love you ya. I missed you.

Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer
you stay the harder it is to leave and you can
never go without leaving your prints behind. Don't
love a person like a flower, because a flower dies
in season.
Love them like a river because a river
flows forever...

Mood: Just missing her.

This picture below means alot to me.

I miss you girl. And i love you. I do.

Another prawning day!

2008-10-05T23:17:00.008+08:00

Saturday. 4th October.

Listening to: I Knew I Loved You. By: Savage Garden.

Event: Another prawning day!

Woke up 6pm in the evening. Did not have much sleep due to my gastric problem. Went to Tan Tock Seng yesterday midnight. Had a jab and was feeling better after that. Thanks to Steven that brought me there. Thanks Steven. Hmm, shall continue about the prawning stuff. Went to Sim ming ave to find Felix, Cheryl, Jon, Jun Ye, Spencer, Ning and the rest for prawning. The catch of the day was fine and had quite alot of fun for them not for me because of certain reasons. Nevermind, shall skip the reasons why. Hmm, After prawning, Felix, Ning and me went to had our prata supper at serangoon garden. After prata supper went for a drink nearby. We had hoegaarden for the day. Thanks Felix, I will remember what you told me yesterday night while we are on msn. I will try to achieve it ya?. I will do my best. No worries. Thanks again yea.

Mood: Feeling pain in gastric. But enjoyed abit, I guess.

The pictures below shows the event of the day! Enjoy!

Haha. Felix and me acting cute while we are prawning. Lol!

This is the hoegaarden Beer we had!
This is Hui Li and her b.f .
This is so gay! Fuck! He force me too!! Argg.

This picture says it all. I love you.

2008-10-04T17:33:00.005+08:00

Saturday. 4th October.

Listening to: No One Can Stop Us. By: Donkey Rollers.

Event: This picture says it all. I love you.

I love you. 08/03/15. You leave me with my heart around yours. You left me crying deep down in a corner of my room. Waiting for your love to be there shining brightly. I want to be back with you.

Can't sleep after coming back from town.

2008-10-03T04:17:00.006+08:00

Thursday. 2nd October.

Listening to: Santa Monica. By: Savage Garden.

Event: Can't sleep after coming back from town.

Came back at around 2 plus in the morning. Its friday now. Early in the morning and i started crying by looking at her pictures with the song 'Santa Monica'. Cried like nobody's business. I misses her and I truly love her. I maybe an idiot to everybody. I don't care because i cant hide my feelings anymore. I can't take it anymore, i reached my limits. I would seriously tell her ' Would you let me love you again? I know i did some wrong doings which you don't like in the past. But I'm a changed person now. I really wish i could love you once more, care for you once more, be there for you once more, pamper you once more and look after you for once more.' But i don't have the chance to say all that to her. Because i know she will never ever meet me again. I would really want to say a deeply sorry from the bottom of my heart. I'm really sorry.

Mood: Unbelievable. Words can't explain how am i feeling right now. Just want to say ' I'm sorry.'

This is the picture where we went to coffee bean today after town.

2008-10-03T03:30:00.003+08:00

Thursday. 2nd September.

Listening to: Last Night. By: P. Diddy Feat Keyshia Cole

Event: This is the picture where we went to coffee bean today after town.

These are the pictures. Enjoy. : )

I'm being cute and looking at the cherry.

This is the black forest drink.

This is my 6years buddy. Miss Cheryl.

This cake is called 'Chocolate Of A Thousand Leaves.

This is Mr Jon. Ain't he cute?

I'm trying to kiss him!!

This is Mr Jon and Miss cheryl ain't they sweet.

Oh my god! He's a nerd now!!

Oh my god! Not again!. Shit! Lol.

This is me with an ending! Bye with a smile!

Woke Up And Awaiting For...

2008-10-02T17:56:00.003+08:00

Thursday. 2nd October.

Listening to: Icebox. By: Omarion

Event: Woke Up And Awaiting For...

Yawns!, Woke up not long ago. There's a happy thing that happen to me. Guess what? She (Joreen) finally sms me back after so long. Really feel damn happy about it. I really miss Joreen too much, but at least a sms could relieve my sadness for these few days. Thanks Joreen. Thanks. Heading down to town later on with Jon and Cheryl if im not wrong that will be us heading down for today. Shall update later on when i'm back. Byes.

Mood: Happy for today. : )

Came Back From Ang Mo Kio.

2008-10-02T02:34:00.008+08:00

Wednesday. 1st October.

Listening to: Starlight. By: Muse.

Event: Came Back From Ang Mo Kio.

Yawns! Still tired even though i had 10hours of sleep. Hmm, but still woke up and waited for Felix to come over my house to fix my p.c. Ha. How good of him to bought those stuff that i needed from Sim Lim. Thanks Felix for all that trouble. Finish fixing around 7.50pm and there came Cheryl and Jon outside my house, waiting for me and Felix to get our ass of my house. Lol. So we headed to Ang Mo Kio hub for our movie 'Connected' but before that went to my dad's place to help my stepmum to sync her Ipod touch '32G'. Damn! I one too!. The movie was nice and funny too. So yea, after movies when for a short supper and headed home. My day is still alright but there's a different story of being happy if her(Joreen) is around. Can't pray for her to be there but i wish and day dream that she was right there with me. I miss you and I love you. Nights. Shall end here for today.

Mood: Happy and Misses of her.

Back From Double O.

2008-10-01T04:31:00.005+08:00

Tuesday. 30th September.

Listening to: I don't care. By: Fall out boys.

Event: Back From Double O.

Back from Double O. Feeling so down now. Din enjoy myself at all cause i kept on missing her the whole day. I really would tell her could you really sms me and meet me up for dinner? I really would want to get close to her again. I really would want to be with her again. I really do love her. God, do you know i truely love, need, care for her. I need your blessing my dear god! Ahhhh! Joreen, i'm missing you and lost because of you evey single day if you're reading this. I do love you. I do. Shall carry on tomorrow. Not feeling right. Nights.

Mood: Missing you.

Double O night.

2008-09-30T22:22:00.002+08:00

Tuesday. 30th September.

Listening to: Save you. By: Simple Plan.

Event: Double O.

Going double O now. Feeling so down still. Sigh. Who will understand how am i feeling now. Ahhhh! Shall update when i'm back. Byes.

Mood: Down.

Prawning Practice Day.

2008-09-30T11:19:00.002+08:00

Monday. 29th September.

Listening: I Wanted You.

Event: Prawning practice Day.

Today is another day of prawning. Haha. Went with Felix and Ivan. Met felix at 7.40pm and ivan at 9 at farmway. Its a practice and trying out the pond at pasir ris. Hmm, the catch is not as fantastic as it was at bishan but one thing, the prawns are much more bigger there at pasir ris, so its still ok afterall. Spent 4 hours prawning and we catch about 20 prawns if im not wrong. After the 4 whole hours of prawning we went to pasir ris drive 12 to meet my friend Dong Wei for our supper. As you know after dinner we went home. Was not feeling right cause i always had this feeling that whenever she's not around me i feel so lost so down. I beginning to lose myself day by day, I hope she will see me through one fine day and know how much i truely love her. I love you.

Mood: Quite Relaxed.

This is a picture of teacher Ivan prawning. He's a pro ok!

Prawning day!

2008-09-27T08:58:00.003+08:00

Saturday. 27th September.

Listening to: Crush. By: David Archuleta.

Event: Prawning day!

Today woke up around 11 plus in the morning because i'm waiting for my e.x girlfriend joreen to reply my sms wheather can we meet up during the evening to catch a dinner. So her sms came during 12 and we started chatted some other stuff happily together. After we broke up i din have a nice chat with her that happily, i missed it so much. In the end we came across that we would meet around 6.30pm to 7pm for our dinner and i was so happy about it but in the end she came with a sms saying that she is going sentosa with her girlfriends and said we will meet some other time for dinner. When i recieve that sms i was like so sad and so lost because i haven seen her for such a long time and i hope i could get a simple dinner with her. But I don't blame her cause as long as she's happy and having fun it's worth not meeting me because i'm a nobody to her now. Wanted to cry at that point because at that moment that's all i had in mind. Sigh. Its a really heartborken feeling. So I went prawning with Jon, Cheryl, Felix and Jun ye. I thought i wont be enjoying the prawning session but in the end i did. It was so much fun as it was my first time prawning. Im feeling so gay when i started it. So damn newb can!. Ha. While prawning we ordered 20 sticks of satay and enjoy that while waiting for the CLEVER little prawns to get hook into out rods. Haha. We definate had fun during the prawning time. Ha. We left at around 11 plus and headed to chomp chomp for dinner cause the prawns we caught is still so damn little and its not FULLING! Anyway after dinner we went to a nearby pub to have a big glass of beer and relax ourself to end our nights out.

Haha. Anyway we had loads of fun and these pictures below shows everything. Enjoy!

This is Cheryl being cute while waiting for the prawns to get hooked!!!

The 3 Handsome gays have a great time gaying! Lol.
This is jon smiling to camera. Say cheese!!! Haha.

3 of us acting retardard. Sorry, just release from IMH. Haha!

See lar! Felix, you and your idea of acting retardard. Now people thinking that we are! Just joking! Haha.

This is cheryl and me. Haha. Both of us taking a random picture!

Me and felix acting gay again! Oh mine!

Felix took a snap shot of me while im stepping one kind. So random!

This is Mr Jon. The Cutey one! Lol!

Dont take a picture of me while im drinking!!! Ahhh!!!

Mood: Sad but having fun.